AH! my aquarius mate tortures me! im a taurus chick and everything we say to eachother seems to be in code... hes my brothers mate and has been living in my families granny flat for a couple of years now. the first time i met him was the day he moved in, i didnt even know he was moving in... he was just a guy, with a duffle bag, heaps of fantasy books and a half quirked smile. ah the smile! the know all eyes! yeah whatever mr aquarius lol. we debate all the time, make niggling comments at eachother about politics or beliefs that get under eachothers skin. in my opinion, most of it we really dont mean... i dont think... but its the reaction we look for in eachother. nothing is ever serious and feelings about eachother - we dont really go down that path although ide like to but not sure how. a couple months ago by intoxicated effort i told him i cared for him, told him how wonderful i thought he was and we played around. i think he said 'we cant do this'. cant? cant because he's not interested?, im his mates sister?, because WE ARE MATES? that was the first time we had sex... totally my fault and i left the next morning without saying anything and have continued to avoid the subject even though weve slept together on numerous ocassions since. oh my gawd he is the best lover. anyway now im in a pickle, being a girl and a taurus girl at that, all romantic and thinking everything has to mean something, im left analyzing everything he says, looking for any clue as to whether he feels more for me too without asking him out right... i dont want to scare him haha. i want to share more of myself with him but im hesitant,i dont know if ive misinterpreted our relationship, if hes just being friendly and likes to play with his mates or he actually keen for a relationship. any clues?
