When the student is ready the master will appear

I came across this bhuddist proverb recently and thought hard about it and realised I currently have a teacher in my life and I feel really gittery because i really care about this person so much and I'm so happy to have met her....I'm a 26yo highschool drop out who hated all teachers and considered me the only person worth listening to because I was a dead set cunt of a student and a huge attention seeker....but it would appear so that now that I am ready to be taught because I have a role model in my life that I think of so affectionately who pushes me and nurtures and before I would not listen to anyone...

She is a 50yo mother of 2 daughter who are my age.. i randomly msgd her on FB last year at 4:00am in the morning cos my little brother told me she was directing the single most amazing show that ive always wanted to be in of all time....and I auditioned and I got it......so since then weve done 2 shows together and about to do a third and i only did the last and about to do the third because of her. She asked me well she doesnt really ask me she says "i think you should do it. I think it would be good for you" and has this funny knowing look in her eyes when she says it......and I'm just so fucking happy I have someone to talk to like someone wise to look up to even though im 6foot 3 and yes like 5 foot....her hair is obscene covered in tats and she wears the most craziest clothes that are colourful like she jumped out of the TV while the nanny was on looking at her makes me happy......just having her around i find therapeudic and yeh.......

so I'm happy now cos its lonely when you have youself to learn from and that sucks cos I used to put myself in fucked situations to learn and build character now i got character and I have her to show me what to do with it.....and shes also showing me how to be a loving caring moral person without it being sappy and churchy!

so in conclusion im just curious if you guys have ever felt alone in a sense u felt misguided? and what teacher had the most influence/shaped you the most...

Posted by Prince_Pisces
Except the hot one

lol

and shes also showing me how to be a loving caring moral person without it being sappy and churchy!

lol @ churchy and sappy. That sounds good that you found someone to look up too. Congrats. (it's not often people find someone to connect/look up to)