My first love was an Aries, he was 13 when we met, and from Iceland. I live in UK. Twenty years later and I still love him. For 17 years we hardly communicated, until we met again in 2000. He is the typical Aries star and socialite, always wining and dining, when he isnt working! I've poured out my soul to him over the last two and a half years, telling him some pretty deep and meaningful stuff, I asked him to marry me at the New Year! Yet he visited me a few weeks ago...and out of a ten day stay, I saw him on the last day. We went for a few beers with his friends, came back to mine, and it happened, after 21 years. He left early the next day and I told him that I had no regrets about our time together, but now the regrets are creeping in for me. He came, he saw, he conquered, and now I feel as if he will move on to pastures new, a fresh challenge. Part of me wants to walk away from the whole thing, yet he said that we would always be friends, a reassurance perhaps? The hunt is over with me now, and I can't help feeling as if I have suffered a loss, almost in mourning. Yet I don't know whether to tell him my fears, or wether I am just being negative and seeing slights where none are intended. For an Aquarian, I am usually great with other problems, but this beats me!