@lotuslily
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It certainly feels about right. I have spent the last few years remaking myself in many, many ways. I am feeling the need to "take flight," as it were, and I have this sense of newness and new beginnings. Just the thing for an Aries, isn't it!!!
I know! This past year has been entirely about re-making and rebuilding myself from scratch. And it's been for the better. The change may not have been what I wanted, but once I came to terms with what the change was, I had no problem accepting that it's what is best for me and ive only gone from strength to strength since then.
Sorry about the double post... My page wouldn't finish loading and when I hit refresh my post wasn't there and then I re-created it and now there are two and I don't know how to delete the other one from my mobile phone! I'm not crazy... In case anyone thought I was nuts! Haha
I hope so. I'm ready for good changes already.
I hope these changes are good, cause I cannot stand any more bad ones
Posted by SyntheticAnesthetic
I hope these changes are good, cause I cannot stand any more bad ones
Me 3. I am unlikely to survive another bad change😢
I think I should be exempt from this Merc Rx because of all the losses caused by machinery/internet F@#kups during the Venus Rx (in adddition to me losing the Great Love of My Life.)
Oh RNAP! Big hugs to you! So sorry you've been going through a tough time!
You too @ synthetic. Sit tight! I went through a really hard time last year and now life is good again. You will both get there!
So are you back on track now LL?
I'm not stepping out of my tornado shelter until all this ish is O.V.E.R!!!!!!!
Posted by lotuslily
I know! This past year has been entirely about re-making and rebuilding myself from scratch. And it's been for the better. The change may not have been what I wanted, but once I came to terms with what the change was, I had no problem accepting that it's what is best for me and ive only gone from strength to strength since then.Sorry about the double post... My page wouldn't finish loading and when I hit refresh my post wasn't there and then I re-created it and now there are two and I don't know how to delete the other one from my mobile phone! I'm not crazy... In case anyone thought I was nuts! Haha
couldn't post* do you feels powerful these days? I just feel I can kick some serious a $ s! I feel way better the last year, I think great things will happen. Have faith fellow RAMS. Last year, I had this big microscop on my flaws,which made me feel really insecure. Things look wonderful now if only my mom would stop draging me to the dark side it would have been alot better.
RNAP: Yeah, I'm mostly on track now... I'd say I'm almost there... Still remaking parts. I'm WAY healthier than I was -- life style wise... and I've taken care of one aspect at a time and established them as sort of building blocks that I continue to build upon.... like each new aspect I take the time to sort out is another brick in the wall of my house -- which is me and my life I guess.... I am busy sorting out the physical activity side and fitness at this point. And it's going SO well.... I went through a LONG phase of inertia where I did absolutely nothing and went absolutely nowhere and saw no body. Now -- I'm working out six days a week, I feel great -- I have untold amounts of energy each day, my mood is SO much better -- except I've stopped smoking now too so I'm a bit cranky this week.
the next step is sorting out a social life... I'm still not seeing anyone -- but I'm putting that down to it being winter here in SA and my decision to hibernate and sort my shit out some more.
Summer will be a whole different story!
Everything seems to be flowing SO harmoniously at the moment -- I love it. Last year was filled with obstacles and conflict.
I guess I had to go through what I'm not to become what I really am!
Really -- you guys who are going through a HARD phase now just need to keep the faith that you will come out of this in a better place...
I remember Blue and Impress Who telling me the same thing when I was going through hell!
Just trust that your universe is unfolding exactly as it is meant to be and that you are exactly where yo
*accidentally hit post before I was finished writing! Continued:
... you are meant to be right now!
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July/August 2012: In the July/August Mercury retrograde, the fiery energy of Leo activates the winds of change created by Uranus in fiery Aries. These two fiery signs give us events and circumstances that blast us into many new directions. With the changes created in this FIVE year, we will find that our life has dramatically changed and Mercury retrograde in Leo creates the dynamic emphasis of change that this year is destined to provide.