What the hell... Why is this happening?

so this year if i do anything for anyone it works out so great and sometimes perfect. but if i do anything for myself it comes out like shit. What hell is that? a mind thingy. for example i make over easy eggs for someone else they come out perfect but when i make myself some i brake the yoke. i just dont understand whats going on. i am trying to focus on me this year because its time for me to do that after years of taking care of other peoples shit. really wondering if this a subconscious. stupid brain

so another crazy thought came to me. i have been feeling like i am so behind in my life. way behind. lol now here is the funny part. the people online that are my best friends live in timezones 4 or more hours ahead of me. making me feel even more behind. 😆 if i think about it more behind seems the theme of my life. because i love doggy dtyle too. Shit the hell is wrong with me. all this behind stuff is now popping in my head through out my life. crazy me. hehehe

I relate to this so much, I can help and train people to go far ahead ad accomplish things, but the moment I try for the same things I fail, like life is making me a big joke. Can't do shit for yourxelf, so frustrating 😢 Keep trying I guess

Posted by AprilFoolsUHoe
I relate to this so much, I can help and train people to go far ahead ad accomplish things, but the moment I try for the same things I fail, like life is making me a big joke. Can't do shit for yourxelf, so frustrating 😢 Keep trying I guess

there has to be something that can been done about it. lol