Behind your mask

What is the dark side of your personality?

I have days when i hate feeling happy. I'll listen to sad songs, go down memory lane of painful events, anything just to get a trigger and be sad. When im done, back to happy again.

My other one is my out of timing anger. I dont know how to react immediately. I had fight with my boyfriends bcoz of it. We will be in the middle of something nice and i'll start- 'remember when..', he'll say 'but it happened so long ago, why didnt u say anything then' and i'll say 'i dont care when it happened, i just remembered it..'. I've been called psycho bcoz of it, lol. If i tell my husband that i'm angry with him, he says- 'ok, but did it happen this year?, coz im not interested in one of your history lessons'. Hahaha, he knows me very well

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What is the dark side of your personality?

I have days when i hate feeling happy. I'll listen to sad songs, go down memory lane of painful events, anything just to get a trigger and be sad. When im done, back to happy again.

My other one is my out of timing anger. I dont know how to react immediately. I had fight with my boyfriends bcoz of it. We will be in the middle of something nice and i'll start- 'remember when..', he'll say 'but it happened so long ago, why didnt u say anything then' and i'll say 'i dont care when it happened, i just remembered it..'. I've been called psycho bcoz of it, lol. If i tell my husband that i'm angry with him, he says- 'ok, but did it happen this year?, coz im not interested in one of your history lessons'. Hahaha, he knows me very well

Thats pretty funny..i do listen to sad songs and go down memory lane..I guess I like to remember the sad moments and the people in it...But I also snap out of it pretty quickly. My sister gets mad at me * why the hell are you gonna listen to it if you are gonna cry*? lmao It's just me.

I snap out of it quickly too, i dont let it consume me, i just like teasing my emotions. Like today, i was sitting in my bedroom trying to take myself to that sad place, my son ran in and disturbed me. I told myself 'later'. Hours later i tried to recapture the previous experience, it didnt happen. I'm kinda feeling edgy at the moment bcoz i didnt go all the way and get it done. I cant be completely myself until i experience it totally. The funny thing he said when he saw me sitting there was 'oh, not again!', he's only 3. Lol

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I snap out of it quickly too, i dont let it consume me, i just like teasing my emotions. Like today, i was sitting in my bedroom trying to take myself to that sad place, my son ran in and disturbed me. I told myself 'later'. Hours later i tried to recapture the previous experience, it didnt happen. I'm kinda feeling edgy at the moment bcoz i didnt go all the way and get it done. I cant be completely myself until i experience it totally. The funny thing he said when he saw me sitting there was 'oh, not again!', he's only 3. Lol

aww how sweet...well I always have to know in advance that i will be alone to take the time and do it..I hate to be in the middle of it and someone comes in....Its like when Im watching a sad movie and someone is watching me and I can't cry the way I want to..Dammit stop looking at me and let me cry in peace!!! lol....I dont do it often but I do have times that I need to connect with the sad moments in my past and just re-live them in some sort of way.

Me too!! I dont cry though, i just let the sadness envelope me. I get really cranky if ppl dont give me space to do it, im not immune to leaving a crowd of ppl just to get it done and come back. I prefer total darkness and silence then im good to go. Do u have scorp planets or 8th house planets?

Sun Taurus 29.45 Ascendant Aquarius 27.20
Moon Gemini 10.09 II Aries 5.51
Mercury Taurus 22.31 III Taurus 9.10
Venus Aries 18.00 IV Gemini 6.35
Mars Taurus 24.31 V Cancer 1.13
Jupiter Cancer 3.08 VI Cancer 26.44
Saturn Pisces 27.35 VII Leo 27.20
Uranus Virgo 15.29 R VIII Libra 5.51
Neptune Scorpio 20.34 R IX Scorpio 9.10
Pluto Virgo 15.51 R Midheaven Sagittarius 6.35
Lilith Pisces 5.31 XI Capricorn 1.13
Asc node Taurus 25.24 XII Capricorn 26.44

Im still learning about Astrology...my Virgo is teaching me😉

Those are just your houses, the ones on the side. Which houses are your planets (sun,moon, etc). Post the other half where all the planets are 'housed'. A virgo?, same element sign relationship are always fun.

I guess the key of it all is to not dwell on it...You need to know how to come back quick...

Sun in III
Moon in IV
Mercury in III
Venus in II
Mars in III
Jupiter in V
Saturn in Ascendant
Uranus in VII
Neptune in IX
Pluto in VII
Lilith in Ascendant
Asc node in III

Posted by WaterCup
Those are just your houses, the ones on the side. Which houses are your planets (sun,moon, etc). Post the other half where all the planets are 'housed'. A virgo?, same element sign relationship are always fun.

Oh yes..very amazing indeed with this Virgo.

I wonder what makes us do that, its kind of sick when i think of it, but i cant seem to stop it. I personally enjoy the sad moments when they happen, i always look forward to them. Oh well, whatever..

I know of people that dont even like talking about sad moments....I guess we are not all the same..thats what makes us unique😉

Taurusgirl, your moon is in the fourth house (house of cancer, which might explain your sad episodes). Do u cry a lot?

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Taurusgirl, your moon is in the fourth house (house of cancer, which might explain your sad episodes). Do u cry a lot?

Yes I do....When things are not right in my life I do...Im somewhat emotional..I get hurt easily..

Im usually a happy person...bubbly kinda girl. But i do cry...

Read up on moon in the 4th house, it might explain a lot to u. Cancer governs the moon, so the moon there is in its correct house, making u super sensitive as if u had a cancer moon. Mine is in scorpio in the 8th house and my 8th house is scorpio too, let me just say...it isnt fun

I will read on it, Thank you WC...I do pick up on other peoples emotions and i know that doesn't help either...

Welcome to the murky waters girl, if u dont learn to swim, u will sink. I sense things too and it can be draining emotionally, but i know how to not let it eat me up. It was a pleasure talking to u, my bestfriend is taurus too btw- i click very well with bullettes, not so much with the males.

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Welcome to the murky waters girl, if u dont learn to swim, u will sink. I sense things too and it can be draining emotionally, but i know how to not let it eat me up. It was a pleasure talking to u, my bestfriend is taurus too btw- i click very well with bullettes, not so much with the males.

Thank you much..the pleasure was mine..we bullettes are very friendly😉 Not everyone gets along with the male bulls though...Have a good one.