Composite chart, 4 planets in 12th house

Me and this guy whom I very very love has moon, saturn, neptune and uranus in 12th house. I know this is karmic but I am eager to resolve our karma. Its a very difficult relationship, everything is in extremes. Sometimes, i want him very much, other times i hate him. But there's rly something in me that i cannot totally erase about him. Its been more than a year since we broke up and still my mind and heart is obsessing bout him.

Ugh. I can't stand 12th house composite and synastry aspects. Good luck with that.

Do you have any Pluto aspects in synastry that could be making you obsess about him? Any node aspects? And vertex aspects?

We have venus-pluto opp, asc-plu conj, his moon conj my nn, his sun conj my sn... A lot actually. We hav sun-moon conj and opp. Moon-moon conj. Asc-asc conj. Sounds good right? But its a roller coaster.

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We have venus-pluto opp, asc-plu conj, his moon conj my nn, his sun conj my sn... A lot actually. We hav sun-moon conj and opp. Moon-moon conj. Asc-asc conj. Sounds good right? But its a roller coaster.

Well that explain a lot. Especially those node conjunctions. I have similar aspects with my ex, and we both have a hard time letting go of each other. Stupid South Node conjunctions. South Node conjunctions are hard to break. Of course those Pluto aspects add even more to it. Ugh. I feel your pain.