Am I wrong for breaking up with someone with no proof of cheating?

Can you unhide so we can read??

Lollll it was so long,

Moral of the story is he’s been putting me thru a lot of bullshit, and because of that now I’m complaining all the time, and low key depressed because I gave up so much. Hes cheated before on me, and then switched up out of randomness. It broke my heart. Basically you just know your mans patterns.. and they’re off. He doesn’t answer the phone, doesn’t want to spend time with me, steps out of the room to talk on the phone and leaves first thing in the morning. But yet he says I’m tripping because “he gives me everything I want”. I know he cares about me but I could get money off of any man tbh. I love him. We’re going on vacay soon that’s already paid for and we’ve broken up a million times in one week. At this point I just want to be alone. But it’s like I’m scared I’m making the wrong decisions. He says that this is where he wants to be but I’m so connected to him that this draining me so much to where all I do is sleep & cry. Help

I just want to die. I have nothing going on and everyone around me is pressuring me to stop dancing when I don’t know how. I have bills and yes he helps me but I should be straight without him. ESP when we go thru these phases of whatever it is. I admitted to him I started that fight when I was drunk on purpose because I was stressed out. I had a miscarriage, and lost my dog of 9 years within 1 month. Now I’m alone fr. Idk what to do and I have this big decision in April to move in with him, or to go back home to my fam out of state and try to get my life together. Which would prob make me even more miserable. I’m lost in the sauce right now. & I’m crying all the time and I don’t want to be worried about him I see him trying but things aren’t the same..