confused about my venus and jupiter some help ??

So i have my Venus in 21°06' degrees in Leo and Jupiter in 0°42' degrees in Virgo in

Venus Conjunction Jupiter Orb 9°35'

What does this mean for me if it's in the 8th house ?

And what applies more to me ? or do i have a bit of both ?

Venus and Jupiter in Leo: Here Jupiter increases Venus ability to attract to the good life, popularity, abundance, and pleasure and enjoyment. these people have over overconfident and they can have unrealistic ambition these people believe in expanding the social life, fun and generosity. they can be indulgent in pleasure of life and they like gambling. they need to watch out their egos it can be problematic in relationship.



Venus and Jupiter in Virgo: These people very sensual and is pleasing to the opposite sex. they interested in Construction of religious and welfare institutions they are social worker and very optimistic. they gain through writing, public speaking and serving to the society.

I have to say i always attract wealthy man and powerful man also very sexual partner but i deny myself a man like that.maybe it's my Saturn in the 2th house in Aquarius ?

I've always been denying myself any wealth or when i receive things from people i have a hard time accepting and taking things from other where as deep down i would want to take it but i do not want people to use it against me or to depend on them.

Same as for my boyfriend and my ex i could have had it so easy in life i could have taken everything and i would probably be rich by now but i simply choose for a hard life. I always wanted to do thing myself never let people in i have build many walls along the way until now they have come crashing down for the first time ever since i am with my Sagittarius.

i feel ignored 😆 i have so many questions