wtf is going on yesterday and today

I hope somebody has an answer for me...because I'm feeling and experiencing all kinds of unusual things for me.

1) Important people to me that I'm trying to contact are non-responsive... for no reason.

2) I'm feeling super open emotionally, understanding, forgiving, and expressive. Also tons of emotional clarity on how I feel about people and motivated to communicate my intentions/feelings with them.

3) Drive to take action - especially with relationships.

this is sooo abnormal for me and feels bizarre like I'm a complete different person! Any one else going through something similar?

(i guess only thing that hasn't changed is my love of making lists...that's staying with me)

Uranus is supposed to be going retrograde on Aug 7th and I believe another eclipse is supposed to happen Aug 11th? Other than that....could just be all the retrogrades.

Posted by LostinmyMind11

Uranus is supposed to be going retrograde on Aug 7th and I believe another eclipse is supposed to happen Aug 11th? Other than that....could just be all the retrogrades.

I've never understood retrogades. What is the main deal with them?

have you experienced anything bizarre yet?

I'd love to find out how that's touching my chart etc.

I feel like a water sign moon... and that's me saying that without even knowing what that means.

That's what I'm talking about...like all this extra intuitive knowledge is coming to me for no damn reason.

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Posted by LostinmyMind11

Uranus is supposed to be going retrograde on Aug 7th and I believe another eclipse is supposed to happen Aug 11th? Other than that....could just be all the retrogrades.

I've never understood retrogades. What is the main deal with them?

have you experienced anything bizarre yet?

I'd love to find out how that's touching my chart etc.

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Basically the energy of the planet is turned more inward. Like take the Merc retro....you'll have trouble communicating when normally you've never had issues etc. Vice versa for people who have retros natally....they seem to finally be able to express the energy of the planet outwardly.

No...not really besides a little help from the Leo Merc retro...I've been a little more roary (is that a word? Lol) than normal...but I suffer with the retro natally...so it's basically my time to get all my shit off my chest lol.

Look at your transits and see what planet is hitting what. I find Astro seek a little easier to use because it gives the actual transit instead of you trying to figure it out from the aspect chart...then you can Google the meaning.

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I hope somebody has an answer for me...because I'm feeling and experiencing all kinds of unusual things for me.

1) Important people to me that I'm trying to contact are non-responsive... for no reason.

2) I'm feeling super open emotionally, understanding, forgiving, and expressive. Also tons of emotional clarity on how I feel about people and motivated to communicate my intentions/feelings with them.

3) Drive to take action - especially with relationships.

this is sooo abnormal for me and feels bizarre like I'm a complete different person! Any one else going through something similar?

(i guess only thing that hasn't changed is my love of making lists...that's staying with me)

OMG! Exactly!!! I am still in bed weighting option to live or not to live!

Wow! So I am not the only one!!!

Thanks

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You need a Scorpio man.

Lmao THATS for sure! Who doesn’t? 🤣🤣🤣

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Uranus is supposed to be going retrograde on Aug 7th and I believe another eclipse is supposed to happen Aug 11th? Other than that....could just be all the retrogrades.

I've never understood retrogades. What is the main deal with them?

have you experienced anything bizarre yet?

I'd love to find out how that's touching my chart etc.

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Check your transits at Astro com

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Uranus is supposed to be going retrograde on Aug 7th and I believe another eclipse is supposed to happen Aug 11th? Other than that....could just be all the retrogrades.

I've never understood retrogades. What is the main deal with them?

have you experienced anything bizarre yet?

I'd love to find out how that's touching my chart etc.

Basically the energy of the planet is turned more inward. Like take the Merc retro....you'll have trouble communicating when normally you've never had issues etc. Vice versa for people who have retros natally....they seem to finally be able to express the energy of the planet outwardly.

No...not really besides a little help from the Leo Merc retro...I've been a little more roary (is that a word? Lol) than normal...but I suffer with the retro natally...so it's basically my time to get all my shit off my chest lol.

Look at your transits and see what planet is hitting what. I find Astro seek a little easier to use because it gives the actual transit instead of you trying to figure it out from the aspect chart...then you can Google the meaning.

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oo awesome. Thank you for that. Im exactly feeling like that...opposite of how i am normally. Is this how water sign or water moon people feel? For example having deep emotions but being comfortable about , able to express it, and be at peace with it. Normally when i have deep emotions it makes me feel uncomfortable and in a state of despair like i need answers asap. But now I'm just having these emotions and chilling with them.

Roary lol... yes great word. I don't have any Leo placements (except Lilith) but sag mars definitely makes me roary ...and so quickly and in a flash (come and go quick).

Retro natally means you have a hard time expressing yourself?

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it's funny to me when people freak out about retrogrades. i have 7 natally. so i'm all about this shit. lol

you'd freak out too when you wake up with someone else's mind.

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Uranus is supposed to be going retrograde on Aug 7th and I believe another eclipse is supposed to happen Aug 11th? Other than that....could just be all the retrogrades.

I've never understood retrogades. What is the main deal with them?

have you experienced anything bizarre yet?

I'd love to find out how that's touching my chart etc.

Basically the energy of the planet is turned more inward. Like take the Merc retro....you'll have trouble communicating when normally you've never had issues etc. Vice versa for people who have retros natally....they seem to finally be able to express the energy of the planet outwardly.

No...not really besides a little help from the Leo Merc retro...I've been a little more roary (is that a word? Lol) than normal...but I suffer with the retro natally...so it's basically my time to get all my shit off my chest lol.

Look at your transits and see what planet is hitting what. I find Astro seek a little easier to use because it gives the actual transit instead of you trying to figure it out from the aspect chart...then you can Google the meaning.

oo awesome. Thank you for that. Im exactly feeling like that...opposite of how i am normally. Is this how water sign or water sign people feel? For example having deep emotions but being comfortable about , able to express it, and be at peace with it. Normally when i have deep emotions it makes me feel uncomfortable and in a state of despair like i need answers asap. But now I'm just having these emotions and chilling with them.

Roary lol... yes great word. I don't have any Leo placements (except Lilith) but sag mars definitely makes me roary ...and so quickly and in a flash (come and go quick).

Retro natally means you have a hard time expressing yourself?

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Yeah, depending on the water sign. Scorps would not...not that's it's uncomfortable but for vulnerability reasons and someone using it against them. Pisces and cancers have a easier time. It is a nice change of pace though...being able to express the emotions and be good with it. Now that you say that...I've actually had an easier time expressing mine (which I don't do...like ever)..but I thinks it's the person for me at least...just a comfortablity factor than transit but idk.

Haha...yeah, a fire Mars will def do that. I personally dig my leo mars energy...I don't think other people do though 😂

Yeah, you have a hard time displaying or expressing the energy of that planet. More challenging. I also have Venus retro and that one sucks more than the Merc...meh, actually they both suck 😂

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Uranus is supposed to be going retrograde on Aug 7th and I believe another eclipse is supposed to happen Aug 11th? Other than that....could just be all the retrogrades.

I've never understood retrogades. What is the main deal with them?

have you experienced anything bizarre yet?

I'd love to find out how that's touching my chart etc.

Basically the energy of the planet is turned more inward. Like take the Merc retro....you'll have trouble communicating when normally you've never had issues etc. Vice versa for people who have retros natally....they seem to finally be able to express the energy of the planet outwardly.

No...not really besides a little help from the Leo Merc retro...I've been a little more roary (is that a word? Lol) than normal...but I suffer with the retro natally...so it's basically my time to get all my shit off my chest lol.

Look at your transits and see what planet is hitting what. I find Astro seek a little easier to use because it gives the actual transit instead of you trying to figure it out from the aspect chart...then you can Google the meaning.

oo awesome. Thank you for that. Im exactly feeling like that...opposite of how i am normally. Is this how water sign or water sign people feel? For example having deep emotions but being comfortable about , able to express it, and be at peace with it. Normally when i have deep emotions it makes me feel uncomfortable and in a state of despair like i need answers asap. But now I'm just having these emotions and chilling with them.

Roary lol... yes great word. I don't have any Leo placements (except Lilith) but sag mars definitely makes me roary ...and so quickly and in a flash (come and go quick).

Retro natally means you have a hard time expressing yourself?

Yeah, depending on the water sign. Scorps would not...not that's it's uncomfortable but for vulnerability reasons and someone using it against them. Pisces and cancers have a easier time. It is a nice change of pace though...being able to express the emotions and be good with it. Now that you say that...I've actually had an easier time expressing mine (which I don't do...like ever)..but I thinks it's the person for me at least...just a comfortablity factor than transit but idk.

Haha...yeah, a fire Mars will def do that. I personally dig my leo mars energy...I don't think other people do though 😂

Yeah, you have a hard time displaying or expressing the energy of that planet. More challenging. I also have Venus retro and that one sucks more than the Merc...meh, actually they both suck 😂

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lol damn i thought my chart had problems! sun sq moon probs.

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it's funny to me when people freak out about retrogrades. i have 7 natally. so i'm all about this shit. lol

Are you laughing at us suffering—

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Uranus is supposed to be going retrograde on Aug 7th and I believe another eclipse is supposed to happen Aug 11th? Other than that....could just be all the retrogrades.

I've never understood retrogades. What is the main deal with them?

have you experienced anything bizarre yet?

I'd love to find out how that's touching my chart etc.

Basically the energy of the planet is turned more inward. Like take the Merc retro....you'll have trouble communicating when normally you've never had issues etc. Vice versa for people who have retros natally....they seem to finally be able to express the energy of the planet outwardly.

No...not really besides a little help from the Leo Merc retro...I've been a little more roary (is that a word? Lol) than normal...but I suffer with the retro natally...so it's basically my time to get all my shit off my chest lol.

Look at your transits and see what planet is hitting what. I find Astro seek a little easier to use because it gives the actual transit instead of you trying to figure it out from the aspect chart...then you can Google the meaning.

oo awesome. Thank you for that. Im exactly feeling like that...opposite of how i am normally. Is this how water sign or water sign people feel? For example having deep emotions but being comfortable about , able to express it, and be at peace with it. Normally when i have deep emotions it makes me feel uncomfortable and in a state of despair like i need answers asap. But now I'm just having these emotions and chilling with them.

Roary lol... yes great word. I don't have any Leo placements (except Lilith) but sag mars definitely makes me roary ...and so quickly and in a flash (come and go quick).

Retro natally means you have a hard time expressing yourself?

Yeah, depending on the water sign. Scorps would not...not that's it's uncomfortable but for vulnerability reasons and someone using it against them. Pisces and cancers have a easier time. It is a nice change of pace though...being able to express the emotions and be good with it. Now that you say that...I've actually had an easier time expressing mine (which I don't do...like ever)..but I thinks it's the person for me at least...just a comfortablity factor than transit but idk.

Haha...yeah, a fire Mars will def do that. I personally dig my leo mars energy...I don't think other people do though 😂

Yeah, you have a hard time displaying or expressing the energy of that planet. More challenging. I also have Venus retro and that one sucks more than the Merc...meh, actually they both suck 😂

lol damn i thought my chart had problems! sun sq moon probs.

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I have that and also Pluto conjunct Saturn...that aspect can kick fucking rocks!!

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it's funny to me when people freak out about retrogrades. i have 7 natally. so i'm all about this shit. lol

Are you laughing at us suffering—

no gem. it's just amusing cuz y'all acting like a chicken with it's head cut off when it really isn't that big of a deal. tbh retrograde stuff is really easy as it's inward. instead of externalizing everything the way you always do the answers really are within you. i can explain retrogrades to you for hours. and it won't help. the stuff that's going on internally needs to be dealt with. and you're the only one hearing those thoughts. listen to the voice within and it genuinely will tell you what you need to know.

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What voices? Are you implying I am crazy? 🤣🤣🤣

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it's funny to me when people freak out about retrogrades. i have 7 natally. so i'm all about this shit. lol

Are you laughing at us suffering—

no gem. it's just amusing cuz y'all acting like a chicken with it's head cut off when it really isn't that big of a deal. tbh retrograde stuff is really easy as it's inward. instead of externalizing everything the way you always do the answers really are within you. i can explain retrogrades to you for hours. and it won't help. the stuff that's going on internally needs to be dealt with. and you're the only one hearing those thoughts. listen to the voice within and it genuinely will tell you what you need to know.

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Yeah but you are used to that energy as it comes naturally to you but a lot of people struggle with having to face their inward self....it feels uncomfortable but needed to learn and grow.

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it's funny to me when people freak out about retrogrades. i have 7 natally. so i'm all about this shit. lol

Are you laughing at us suffering—

no gem. it's just amusing cuz y'all acting like a chicken with it's head cut off when it really isn't that big of a deal. tbh retrograde stuff is really easy as it's inward. instead of externalizing everything the way you always do the answers really are within you. i can explain retrogrades to you for hours. and it won't help. the stuff that's going on internally needs to be dealt with. and you're the only one hearing those thoughts. listen to the voice within and it genuinely will tell you what you need to know.

Yeah but you are used to that energy as it comes naturally to you but a lot of people struggle with having to face their inward self....it feels uncomfortable but needed to learn and grow.

i get it. most people experience things externally so it doesn't feel intuitive i guess to reflect. the only planet i have that isn't retrograde that could be is venus. abbynormal has the same retrogrades i do. for me i have a hard time handling relationship stuff by myself and spend a lot of time talking to friends. but with most other friends that aren't relationships i just go inward and go from there. it feels natural to me.

though tbh it seems like having a lot of direct planets would be a pain in the ass if you're trying to do serious internal work on yourself idk.

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It's def a blessing and a curse. Sometimes too much self reflection isn't good either like with all things. I'd probably be more promiscuous if my Leo Venus wasn't rx. Give me a compliment and my pants would be on the floor 😂😂 jk

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it's funny to me when people freak out about retrogrades. i have 7 natally. so i'm all about this shit. lol

Are you laughing at us suffering—

no gem. it's just amusing cuz y'all acting like a chicken with it's head cut off when it really isn't that big of a deal. tbh retrograde stuff is really easy as it's inward. instead of externalizing everything the way you always do the answers really are within you. i can explain retrogrades to you for hours. and it won't help. the stuff that's going on internally needs to be dealt with. and you're the only one hearing those thoughts. listen to the voice within and it genuinely will tell you what you need to know.

Yeah but you are used to that energy as it comes naturally to you but a lot of people struggle with having to face their inward self....it feels uncomfortable but needed to learn and grow.

i get it. most people experience things externally so it doesn't feel intuitive i guess to reflect. the only planet i have that isn't retrograde that could be is venus. abbynormal has the same retrogrades i do. for me i have a hard time handling relationship stuff by myself and spend a lot of time talking to friends. but with most other friends that aren't relationships i just go inward and go from there. it feels natural to me.

though tbh it seems like having a lot of direct planets would be a pain in the ass if you're trying to do serious internal work on yourself idk.

It's def a blessing and a curse. Sometimes too much self reflection isn't good either like with all things. I'd probably be more promiscuous if my Leo Venus wasn't rx. Give me a compliment and my pants would be on the floor 😂😂 jk

lmao i've always wondered about rx venus. tbh i don't need any more retrogrades as i have almost the whole set. but that one seems the strangest to me. what is it like being in a relationship with venus rx? maybe i should make a thread for that. if anyone else posting in this one expresses interest in that i will.

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It's frustrating I'm sure. I know it is for me.

I tend to self sabotage my relationships even when I don't want too...it's like a reflex. Always thinking I'm not good enough or some other insecurity (of course this is all internalized except the self sabotage). When I love...it's deep but hard for me to show my feelings. So most guys tend to think I don't like them in that way. Like I can do little things but the bigger stuff...I'm always afraid of the rejection aspect...so I tend to nix an idea or hold off unless the other person tells or shows me first. I take relationships very seriously though...that's if I can get into one 😂😂.

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it's funny to me when people freak out about retrogrades. i have 7 natally. so i'm all about this shit. lol

Are you laughing at us suffering—

no gem. it's just amusing cuz y'all acting like a chicken with it's head cut off when it really isn't that big of a deal. tbh retrograde stuff is really easy as it's inward. instead of externalizing everything the way you always do the answers really are within you. i can explain retrogrades to you for hours. and it won't help. the stuff that's going on internally needs to be dealt with. and you're the only one hearing those thoughts. listen to the voice within and it genuinely will tell you what you need to know.

Yeah but you are used to that energy as it comes naturally to you but a lot of people struggle with having to face their inward self....it feels uncomfortable but needed to learn and grow.

i get it. most people experience things externally so it doesn't feel intuitive i guess to reflect. the only planet i have that isn't retrograde that could be is venus. abbynormal has the same retrogrades i do. for me i have a hard time handling relationship stuff by myself and spend a lot of time talking to friends. but with most other friends that aren't relationships i just go inward and go from there. it feels natural to me.

though tbh it seems like having a lot of direct planets would be a pain in the ass if you're trying to do serious internal work on yourself idk.

It's def a blessing and a curse. Sometimes too much self reflection isn't good either like with all things. I'd probably be more promiscuous if my Leo Venus wasn't rx. Give me a compliment and my pants would be on the floor 😂😂 jk

lmao i've always wondered about rx venus. tbh i don't need any more retrogrades as i have almost the whole set. but that one seems the strangest to me. what is it like being in a relationship with venus rx? maybe i should make a thread for that. if anyone else posting in this one expresses interest in that i will.

It's frustrating I'm sure. I know it is for me.

I tend to self sabotage my relationships even when I don't want too...it's like a reflex. Always thinking I'm not good enough or some other insecurity (of course this is all internalized except the self sabotage). When I love...it's deep but hard for me to show my feelings. So most guys tend to think I don't like them in that way. Like I can do little things but the bigger stuff...I'm always afraid of the rejection aspect...so I tend to nix an idea or hold off unless the other person tells or shows me first. I take relationships very seriously though...that's if I can get into one 😂😂.

for me with my one whole direct planet it's different. i am so vocal and open with how i feel, good or bad, that you never have to guess where you're at with me. then again i'm also a taurus and you're a virgo so that plays into it as well. i can understand why you'd be frustrated with that though. i know if i woke up like that one day i'd be really hard pressed to deal with it. also i have to say i fangirl leo venus and that is not something that will change. lmao.

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That's so terrifying but also seems so much easier to be that way. I've noticed though...I've been forced more to be like that the past couple of months. I was dating a leo and he seemed to get it out of me some how...not by words or anything just something about him made me want to just jump...it was still hard to do and I was very hesitant but it came out. To bad he fucked it all up but that's beside the point. I guess if I really click with someone ...it's possible to be more open and vocal...just a struggle to do so. Haha...I don't blame you...we are pretty great 😜

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it's funny to me when people freak out about retrogrades. i have 7 natally. so i'm all about this shit. lol

Are you laughing at us suffering—

no gem. it's just amusing cuz y'all acting like a chicken with it's head cut off when it really isn't that big of a deal. tbh retrograde stuff is really easy as it's inward. instead of externalizing everything the way you always do the answers really are within you. i can explain retrogrades to you for hours. and it won't help. the stuff that's going on internally needs to be dealt with. and you're the only one hearing those thoughts. listen to the voice within and it genuinely will tell you what you need to know.

Yeah but you are used to that energy as it comes naturally to you but a lot of people struggle with having to face their inward self....it feels uncomfortable but needed to learn and grow.

i get it. most people experience things externally so it doesn't feel intuitive i guess to reflect. the only planet i have that isn't retrograde that could be is venus. abbynormal has the same retrogrades i do. for me i have a hard time handling relationship stuff by myself and spend a lot of time talking to friends. but with most other friends that aren't relationships i just go inward and go from there. it feels natural to me.

though tbh it seems like having a lot of direct planets would be a pain in the ass if you're trying to do serious internal work on yourself idk.

It's def a blessing and a curse. Sometimes too much self reflection isn't good either like with all things. I'd probably be more promiscuous if my Leo Venus wasn't rx. Give me a compliment and my pants would be on the floor 😂😂 jk

lmao i've always wondered about rx venus. tbh i don't need any more retrogrades as i have almost the whole set. but that one seems the strangest to me. what is it like being in a relationship with venus rx? maybe i should make a thread for that. if anyone else posting in this one expresses interest in that i will.

It's frustrating I'm sure. I know it is for me.

I tend to self sabotage my relationships even when I don't want too...it's like a reflex. Always thinking I'm not good enough or some other insecurity (of course this is all internalized except the self sabotage). When I love...it's deep but hard for me to show my feelings. So most guys tend to think I don't like them in that way. Like I can do little things but the bigger stuff...I'm always afraid of the rejection aspect...so I tend to nix an idea or hold off unless the other person tells or shows me first. I take relationships very seriously though...that's if I can get into one 😂😂.

for me with my one whole direct planet it's different. i am so vocal and open with how i feel, good or bad, that you never have to guess where you're at with me. then again i'm also a taurus and you're a virgo so that plays into it as well. i can understand why you'd be frustrated with that though. i know if i woke up like that one day i'd be really hard pressed to deal with it. also i have to say i fangirl leo venus and that is not something that will change. lmao.

That's so terrifying but also seems so much easier to be that way. I've noticed though...I've been forced more to be like that the past couple of months. I was dating a leo and he seemed to get it out of me some how...not by words or anything just something about him made me want to just jump...it was still hard to do and I was very hesitant but it came out. To bad he fucked it all up but that's beside the point. I guess if I really click with someone ...it's possible to be more open and vocal...just a struggle to do so. Haha...I don't blame you...we are pretty great 😜

if that's the case it's really good you met him, not because of how it ended, but because of the journey to get to that ending. being open can be difficult if you're not used to it but being able to vocalize shit to the person you're with is extremely rewarding. hopefully the next guy gets the benefits of that too and DOESN'T fuck it up. lol. yes. all my favorite virgos on dxp have leo venus. you, sancho, sunsetvirgo. probably more i'm forgetting. lol.

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Oh yeah.. I completely agree. Everyone comes into you life to teach you something...and if that is all I was meant to learn...then I call it a win cause that's kind of a big one for me. Me and him are still friends too...I think I can learn a lot from him actually and vice versa...it's one of those can't seem to stay away probably because we aren't meant to yet but not in a romantic sense. There's a need there...and I think it's to help heal each other...if that makes sense. Especially how easier it is to open up to each other and we don't really know each other but we do. When you see a Leo w/an aqua moon cry ...like full on break down (and not because of me or his fuck up) and you know that's not a common thing for them...then there has to be a reason imo. I could be wrong so who knows.

Awww well thank you. You know you've been one of my favs since pretty much day one of talking back in the day!

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I hope somebody has an answer for me...because I'm feeling and experiencing all kinds of unusual things for me.

1) Important people to me that I'm trying to contact are non-responsive... for no reason.

2) I'm feeling super open emotionally, understanding, forgiving, and expressive. Also tons of emotional clarity on how I feel about people and motivated to communicate my intentions/feelings with them.

3) Drive to take action - especially with relationships.

this is sooo abnormal for me and feels bizarre like I'm a complete different person! Any one else going through something similar?

(i guess only thing that hasn't changed is my love of making lists...that's staying with me)

Do you feel surges of energy?

Get a pen and paper and just write. Don't filter or judge yourself at all, just write. Read it later and don't share it. If I'm correct you will be in for a surprise.

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Yes! But I was so hungover could not get myself to do anything. And now it's just not there the same way but i'll try today to write everything down anyways.