ARRRGGGh!! I wanna SCREAM!!!!!!

I love DXPnet.com and very glad to find it. I thought I met a friend on here who I spoke a couple times but he turned out to be raving lunatic and I am just pissed off about it....well today only...How could a friend say such negative things about me to me over a stupid argument about a text? I never experienced such madness before and honestly I am hurt because I thought we were cool....this was my friend that I connected with....ah well.

It was friendship. But I liked the guy. The relationship just took a left turn to crazy ville. I NEVER experienced anything like it.

But its frustrating because every move I make or ever comment is I'm being watched...I love DXP but I am being watched...everything.

This is where I come to get away from my regular life. This is where no one in my world knows me, I come here to vent, its just frustrating Valeria.

He even said I am looking for attention from him on here......really why don't I just text you, or leave or a message on your facebook or email you, or inbox you or call your house. Crazy crap like that I dont get yo....I NEVER experienced this before...like for reals reals.

Thin line between love an hate.

Posted by valeria25

Posted by justSophs
It was friendship. But I liked the guy. The relationship just took a left turn to crazy ville. I NEVER experienced anything like it.

1. But its frustrating because every move I make or ever comment is I'm being watched...I love DXP but I am being watched...everything.

2. This is where I come to get away from my regular life. This is where no one in my world knows me, I come here to vent, its just frustrating Valeria.

3. He even said I am looking for attention from him on here......really why don't I just text you, or leave or a message on your facebook or email you, or inbox you or call your house. Crazy crap like that I dont get yo....I NEVER experienced this before...like for reals reals.

Thin line between love an hate.

1. Let him watch your every move. You can't let him stop your enjoyment and wanting to know about astrology. If he wants to knock his eyeballs out, let him. lol. 🙂

2. It sounds like it. If it's bothering you. Tell him that this is not your idea of fun. If he's still being persistent about it, then obviously he's not caring about your feelings.

3. Wow. Hmmm you'll have to give more detail with this one. It remotely sounds like his ego is talking.

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YES! Valeria I want to delete my profile but I am so glad I found DXP......because I love astrology and horoscopes and I vent about stuff here. And no he doesn't care about my feelings just his.

I can't talk to this guy again Valeria...like NEVER. I told him to just leave me alone and I will truly pray for him. Its like a rejection thing.

I think he wants to think thats what I want cause it will make everything easier for him but its the furthest from the truth...like I feel bad cause we had a friendship but I have digressed. NONE of my friends have said the things he said to me over some simple stuff.

It hurts because I confided in him....you know...but it just took a strange turn when we started to be real friends and have disagreements. BC real friends have different opinions but it turned into a Mel Gibson like rant, who is a Cap too.

I have disagreements with people before but none like this.....he calls me darkie (I am black, and so his he) my boss fellatio, I am gonna get gang banged by all my guy friends...LOL like really random

Valeria I haven't even touched the iceberg of the really degrading things he said. Never in my life I experienced it. But I will move on....i think I finally let my frustration out today about it because I didn't understand his source of anger towards me. I never understood how someone can use God and certain things as an excuse. It make me wonder like really really wonder if I was getting close to real crazy person.

But either way I blame myself for feeling anything bc all the warning signs were there....I just ignored it.

AND YES! I didn't realize that it was a source of manipulation and insecurity saying degarding stuff like that....really I never experienced it before even from my Gemini ex-husband and they take the cake on crazy. I sent this dude a personal cake my mom baked that cost me 80 bucks! I NEVER DO THAT UNLESS I CARE or CARED. Is this guy for real? I feel like I was in an alternate universe...like wow, something is really wrong with this guy....like seriously mental.


AND no he wasn't joking at all.......it was 13 TEXT MESSAGES in a row, firing off insane stuff JUST LIKE THE MEL GIBSON rant. I dont even remember how it even went into that but we were talking about friends and how some people can be when it comes to responding and I was talking about my friends....and then it just went in a crazzy direction...like my head is spinning from it. Oh well got to go but thanks VAL. This thread helped a lot. :_)

Thanks Dynamite. I am over it now! :-)