i feel so misunderstood

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cancer12
@cancer12
19 Years

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i'm soooooooo sad right now - i'm sad cus the man i want to be with is in a differnt country and is unsure bout us n i feel lonely -
ppl say i don't open up and when i do they don't listen to me or understand me - i feel so crappy now - what's happening to me——?
am i in love—?? i seem to be upsetting everyone - i hate emotions - i hate ppl that try to bring me down - i hate feeling and i hate talking and opening up to ppl becus it's waste of time - i like being stolid and cold where emotions r concerned and jus carefree and happy with everything else - i'm sick and tired of listening to my loved ones trying to advise me when they don't even try to listen to what makes me happy and what i really want - i'm tired of ppl cristcising me - cus there are soo many things about them that i can cristcise but i jus don't do shit like that - yyyyyyyyyyyy am i feeling like shit today————————————??