Sorry I Just Miss Him

Today, I'm missing him a lot... I let my mind run free with all thoughts of him.

It reminded me of 1 particular incident which seemed to hint at him giving thought to me as a potential partner.

When he had lengthily told me his thoughts on pursuing further studies, why he had chosen to go to the country he studies at now, his occupation at making money from the farm he manages, his thought of settling down after he finishes studies in the next 2 years.

During this, we got to talking about age & the sense of doing what we need to at our age, in a moment, he turned to me & asked me how old I was... After I answered him, he said my age was "Just nice" with a gleeful tone. So I playfully asked him what did he mean by that which he simply replied "Not too old, not too young."

It's this kind of subtle things he did/said that tugged at me so much & it's hard to imagine it's just an act to get to sleeping me 😢

@Naturally thank you *hugs* I'm doing fine. There isn't a day that goes by without thinking of him, but I'm doing well holding off the compulsion to reach out to him. Self-talk reminding myself that he simply isn't into this & there's nothing else that I could do to make it better is helpful 🙂

Aw don't be sorry... 😢 I checked your profile to see what you're talking about. Sweetie, you need a guy that will love you for who you are. Aqua-Leo axis has a !generally! superficial taste for women, even though they're fixed. Don't waste more months in despair... you'll feel much better without his presence in your life

You know how liberating the feeling of letting go is

Posted by ButtWipe
I miss you too

Love and relationships is something else..I always wonder why we just can't find the one ..right away. Then when I think about the lessons we learn by meet people I understand it. It hurt but I think we need to hurt to learn lessons. Ask yourself what is the lessons that need to be taught from this.

Appreciate all the insightful sharing & thoughts on this. I wish everyone well too.

@Infinite8 thank you too.

As @Fragrance pointed out, I'm feeling more liberated & empowered to be able to absolutely restrain myself from contacting him in about 2 weeks now. My thoughts are free-er from obsessively thinking of him, although I admit I haven't totally move on from him yet... 🙂

Posted by taupixie
Appreciate all the insightful sharing & thoughts on this. I wish everyone well too.

@Infinite8 thank you too.

As @Fragrance pointed out, I'm feeling more liberated & empowered to be able to absolutely restrain myself from contacting him in about 2 weeks now. My thoughts are free-er from obsessively thinking of him, although I admit I haven't totally move on from him yet... 🙂

We are in this together. I'm going through the same thing. I had no feelings for him and then boom! Out of nowhere, it all came back yesterday when a girl on tv said "I need him. I need my friend right now...". It just made a week of no contact today and because I'm young and a little intoxicated, I almost gave in but no. I feel so much better that I'm almost over the romantic part and he and I could be normal friends again. Good luck on your journey! ☺

Posted by taupixie
Appreciate all the insightful sharing & thoughts on this. I wish everyone well too.

@Infinite8 thank you too.

As @Fragrance pointed out, I'm feeling more liberated & empowered to be able to absolutely restrain myself from contacting him in about 2 weeks now. My thoughts are free-er from obsessively thinking of him, although I admit I haven't totally move on from him yet... 🙂

Yet. 🙂

Hopefully you'll feel like this soon:

@yauniboo777 good luck to you on your journey too.

@Fragrance it's hard to not care for someone who keeps baiting you with subtle hints :]