Any Cancer rising Caps out there?

I ask because I'm a Cancer Sun, Capricorn rising. It fascinates me that the way I want to be perceived is the opposite of how I am. I hate how emotional I am, and wish I were more practical. I have earth sign envy.
What are Cap Sun Cancer rising people like?

Another one here, and I can relate to this. I'm also a cappy moon and it keeps my cancer quite grounded. I've understood that this contrast can indeed be a challening one - my emotions run deep and intense but I often end up rationalizing my feelings and belittling myself, like an overly strict parent. I do not crave more heavy earth on top of it all LOL.

I'd love to have more air on my chart and be able to care a lot less!