The Dumping Garden (a Trois)

Dump all your feelings and troubles here. It doesn't matter what it is, the garden is built to ease all.

my muscles are swore, and I feel cold, warmth around my body, the driest cough can give one the worst headache

There was loudness all around me but it left as quick as it came.

hopefully, when I finally close my eyes, I'll find some peace tonight.

hi sweetie, thx for opening this up 🙂

Ahh exam in a hour, quite nervous. I hope I do well.....perharps I am stressing too much. Sag part tells me I can still make up for it in the final, but still nervous. *SIGHS*

sweetie, you should really go home and rest, are u having a flu?

Posted by Lunamistress
sweetie, you should really go home and rest, are u having a flu?

Hi Luna,

yeah I got the flu, I will leave out and get more meds to help me but I think I need to go to sleep one more time, then I'll go. I'm glad its not the H1N1 stuff, just regular flu.

don't feel well but I have tons of homework to do. I have an assignment due at midnight. oh dear ..

ahhh bliss 🙂 thanks cappysweetie

it is what it is. im going to be gentle about it. even with the clock ticking at me, i'm still gonna take my time. if it doesnt work out, it only means it shouldnt.

I missed this place so much

I hope you get better sweetie! 🙂

Posted by Lunamistress
I hope you get better sweetie! 🙂

I'm getting there. I'm thinking about calling into work and staying in bed.

Time is of the essenses, but I don't feel like paying attention to it. For the first time, in a long time, I refuse to pay attention to time.

this is really fun right now, and i feel myself getting caught up in you... but i'm afraid of the fall... i'm afraid that somewhere down the road i'll find myself besides myself trying to pick the pieces back up... yet again.

*Takes a big dump on this thread*

Ahhhh.. I feel so much better now, thanks cappysweetie. 😄

I've been told that it fades away with time. My heart beats just as strong as day one.

Posted by DewDrops
personally, I think beergo has to be the dumbest thing walking on the planet right now. But that;s just my opinion.

WHY SOOOO SERIOUS!!!!!! 😄

Lets put a smile on that face.....

Or Not. 😛 You people need to lighten up. I'm kidding, Jeez. 🙂

Posted by Beergo85
*Takes a big dump on this thread*

Ahhhh.. I feel so much better now, thanks cappysweetie. 😄

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

Beergo you are a nut lol!

hoot, that was funny ^_^. Dude, whats your moon?

Posted by cappysweetie

Posted by Beergo85
*Takes a big dump on this thread*

Ahhhh.. I feel so much better now, thanks cappysweetie. 😄

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

Beergo you are a nut lol!

hoot, that was funny ^_^. Dude, whats your moon?

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The King of all Jest.. The one and only....

LEO 😄

Posted by Beergo85

Posted by cappysweetie

Posted by Beergo85
*Takes a big dump on this thread*

Ahhhh.. I feel so much better now, thanks cappysweetie. 😄

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

Beergo you are a nut lol!

hoot, that was funny ^_^. Dude, whats your moon?

The King of all Jest.. The one and only....

LEO 😄

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LOL! Figures. I knew it! I love a virgo with leo influences lol

Hey you two, I'll erase this damn thing if this gets out of hand. You both need to learn to just 'take it' and move on.

I don't want this thread to fall apart for no reason.

Posted by DewDrops

Posted by Beergo85

Posted by DewDrops
personally, I think beergo has to be the dumbest thing walking on the planet right now. But that;s just my opinion.

WHY SOOOO SERIOUS!!!!!! 😄

Lets put a smile on that face.....

Or Not. 😛 You people need to lighten up. I'm kidding, Jeez. 🙂

Who cares?

Someone needs to take a dump on your face. 🙂

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The only one that's allowed to dump on my face is me. Got it. 😄

Too much to do and I don't want to do it. However, if I don't do it, then it could mean trouble for me in the long run.

Hmmm, you know what ...

I've change my mind. Not sure why, but I don't want to get rid of it.

This is the Dumbing Garden, so technically it is, "Say anything"

So I'm fine.

I do thing a little understanding (Beergo) and a sense of humor (DD) is needed on both fronts.

That's what I see.

"(side note: I can relate to what you are saying, cap. I feel like you are taking the words from my mind and writing it. )"

guess you too are feeling lost, not confident and lack of focus

as i left his place this morning i yelled at him 'im stealing your gum!'

he yelled back at me 'im stealing your heart!'

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Posted by cap..
Its 2004 again for me. I am lost again. I want my excitement for life back. I wanna be crazy about my work again. I have lost it and this is not me. More than anything else i need to work on myself again. I forgot that i am me first and then some one's anyone. I became that anyone and lost myself...forgetting my dreams. I dint know what was happening to me. Why was i feeling so angry. Now i know what was it. I wasnt angry with anyone but myself.I am not anymore.
They say its only you with yourself always and when ever i forget that i feel lost.

I hate to bump into the thread here, but I totally understand this. Getting yourself back is sooo difficult, but once you do, there's really no limitations. I've been there, and fairly recently left there..and I didn't bother to get any souvenirs.

I feel attacked in the weirdest way. I, who never, ever personally set out to attack anyone online, gets attacked left and right. Now, the question is, is it fair or is it all a game.

That I'm not so sure.

Yea cappysweetie, I say you know whats right and what is wrong. You know sense from nonsense... so dont give the haters the satisfaction. they may hate you more for it, BUT there is no greater way to deal than to just 'nothing' them.

Posted by cappysweetie
I feel attacked in the weirdest way. I, who never, ever personally set out to attack anyone online, gets attacked left and right. Now, the question is, is it fair or is it all a game.

That I'm not so sure.

I know my love one and this insecurity is similar.

"is it fair?" hell no! if people talk bad about you the problem is with that ppl. I never noticed since I dont come often but tell me who they are and they will be sorry to be alive, I hate injustice and I am unpinable at this.

People are just jelous, stupid or crazy.

Never quit! its a problem that cap??s have, but almost never is fair.

Now I don't know if I should invest in this thread or not. If the creator deletes her profile, all my random thoughts will be gone, like all of my old JD account, wish I could get some of them back.

Posted by Rays Heart
Now I don't know if I should invest in this thread or not. If the creator deletes her profile, all my random thoughts will be gone, like all of my old JD account, wish I could get some of them back.

I had similar toughts in another forum.

This is not an investment, just enjoy the moment.

"This is not an investment, just enjoy the moment."

True, I agree.

Life always seem to show when you get real close to loosing it.

doubt will test you

I just took a piss I'd been holding in for forever... holy cow... orgasmic! that was 5 minutes ago and it still feels great.

What dreams may come are the ones that were already there.

Listening to Stevie Wonder's song "I just called" makes me wonder if we are trying to have what we see on digital screens, replace the need to hear someone's voice.

I felt so ordinary today

So much to do, but very little time to do it in. Sleep will be a distant memory soon ...

Warning : Always be very careful in chosing your flat mates. If you make a mistake then every day of yours could be hell. I am living in that hell right now.
I am counting days. Two more months and i am out. I am never going to look back.

i hope one or both of us gives up and gives in soon.

Planning a trip to Hawaii... About to book a flight for one to Maui... just checking on the availability of a condo... *big sigh*... *big smile*

This trip is gonna be all my own... I dont even want to tell anyone i'm going. I dont want to wait on friends to flake and guys to be a headache... Just gonna go all babed out and let paradise romance me.

Maybe I wont come back ^_^

Posted by CreepyPants
Planning a trip to Hawaii... About to book a flight for one to Maui... just checking on the availability of a condo... *big sigh*... *big smile*

This trip is gonna be all my own... I dont even want to tell anyone i'm going. I dont want to wait on friends to flake and guys to be a headache... Just gonna go all babed out and let paradise romance me.

Maybe I wont come back ^_^

I am planning to do something on similar lines on my birthday.

hay, good for you cap ^_^ it's nice isnt it? it's great knowing you can be happy all on your own. not like the independent woman thing because personally, im definitely needy and i certainly want things beyond the reach of a single person. it's just nice knowing you can give yourself a satisfying level of happiness... plain self sufficiency... empowering even.

good for us! 😄

i ran from my father. i'll run from you too.

I want to hate her but I can't.

FA... 😛 that wasnt meant for you. LOL

Me too 🙂

ROFL! I like you all too! ^_^

And I've had a few people say that. Maybe 'like' her... I certainly can't hold a candle to her looks... yeesh.

🙂

and thanks 🙂 its a very nice compliment

Posted by FeistyAquarian
CappySweetie, where are you—

I am also wondering where she is 😢

Maybe she is taking a little, perharps back after holidays? 🙂