If I have no fire, where do my flames come from?

So I have very little fire in my chart...a little bit of sag in some houses but that's it. Yet when I feel strongly on something, or someone tells me I can't do something/try to oppress me, my friends say they can literally see the flames leaping off around me or this red energy around me.

I'm either airy calm (I'm very airy) with a nervous energy, or watery emotional. But when I get fired up, watch out! I also extra hate gender roles and want to prove to people I can join the police force...I like to prove my strength and take fitness seriously...I don't like to look weak.

Where does this fire come from if I don't really have any?

Here is my chart:

Zodiac in degrees 0.00 Placidus Orb:0
Sun Gemini 22.08 Ascendant Aquarius 16.08
Moon Libra 12.28 II Pisces 26.52
Mercury Gemini 0.26 III Taurus 1.58
Venus Cancer 10.20 IV Taurus 29.46
Mars Cancer 27.52 V Gemini 23.40
Jupiter Gemini 19.23 VI Cancer 17.36
Saturn Capricorn 12.00 R VII Leo 16.08
Uranus Capricorn 3.48 R VIII Virgo 26.52
Neptune Capricorn 11.32 R IX Scorpio 1.58
Pluto Scorpio 12.48 R Midheaven Scorpio 29.46
Lilith Libra 13.58 XI Sagittarius 23.40
Asc node Aquarius 28.05 XII Capricorn 17.36

I'm also incredibly stubborn and strong willed.

Posted by Agentgem24
I'm also incredibly stubborn and strong willed.

Stubborn and strong willed can be the characteristic of any fixed sign. 🙂

You have Aqua rising and N Node.

Many Aquarians aim to free themselves of personal and social conditioning.

Although open to change in theory, Aquarians can be surprisingly stubborn.

Their idealism runs strong, but they can be very fixed in their opinions.

Often a bit aloof and even standoffish, Aquarians nonetheless are usually well-liked.

They are curious and observant, and tolerant in a broad sense.

Prejudice and bias is offensive to the typical Aquarius.

More here: http://www.cafeastrology.com/zodiacaquarius.html

Ahh! What does N node do/mean?

Posted by Agentgem24
Ahh! What does N node do/mean?

To the best of my knowledge, the North Node is the direction in which you should be heading.

South Node = comfort and familiarity (for you, South Node would be in 7th house LEO).

North Node Aquarius-- hmm

Here's an article on it, which can explain better than I can. 🙂

Agentgem, what about your aspects? If you make a chart on astro.com and then upload it to photobucket or Tinypic.com they provide links you can share and that way we can look at it better. Or you can copy down your aspects and paste them here either / or. I'm beginning to think Sun conjunct Mercury people are very fixed in their ideas and way of doing things because Leo naturally rules the Sun, and Leo is a fixed sign. On top of that you have Sun in Gemini (almost the same thing as having Sun sextile Mercury) conjunct Mercury in Gemini (which is exalted -more pronounced - because Gemini is at home in Mercury.) conjunct your Mercury in Gemini. Since Gemini is the opposite of Sagittarius on the zodiac wheel, they do share some similarities... belief in one's ideas being one of them. So, in my opinion, that aids to your stubbornness as well as your Aqua rising.

Several other things point to being fiesty. In my experience Geminis are a naturally sassy sign (quick witted, just like Sags) but you also have Aquarius rising (who opposes Leo), and Moon in Libra (which opposes Aries). So you have three air signs all opposing and balancing their fire counterparts. It's no surprise you would have a sort of attitude about you and confidence. Venus and Mars are in a cardinal sign (Cancer although watery is still cardinal. It has that go getter energy just like it's fellow cardinal signs Aries, Libra, and Capricorn.)

I could probably go into more if you posted the aspects, but even without them I can see how you're stubborn, fiesty, and more like a fire sign. 🙂