@Lostthoughts
6 Years1,000+ Posts
People often dream
about things when they’re
not getting enough of it/
are deprived; ie a dieter
dreaming of chocolate...
Maybe it’s the unconscious
mind compensating for the
lack?
It's blatantly obvious on this forum who isn't getting any.
🙋♀️
and my Lilith in Aries
Although i still need a
zimmer frame to walk
from the five year stint
I did with another Lilith
in Aries. Ive never walked
the same way since
🥴
sessions so good her pelvic and thigh muscles have given out.
Passionate emotional hungry sex > everything else.
It's been a long while.
How long?
Which one? The former all the time. Both...4 or 5 years for me.
Our relationship was very mental and emotionally open. That came out in our sex life. Lol totally Scorpic.
When one side is that way, sex is always great but both.....
Our sex life was my first tantric experience. I use to laugh back then because we had to set a timer. Now I understand what we were doing.
The last time was in a orchard dead of night in the back seat in a lotus position. Pillow behind her back to arch it and I on my knees on the floor board with her legs rapped around me. Heels of her feet crossed and digging in the center of my lower back. She would press her feet into my back to take control when she wanted it, things kinda blurred as to who was doing what. We lasted hours.
It's my favorites position. Completely access all the sensitive spots with eye contact.
Sorry I may just ruined your celibacy🙃
It's one of the best memories of my life, couldn't help but share. I will find that again one day.
You didn’t ruin it at all lol
I’m much happier after spending the majority of my adult life yearning for sex and depending on it for fulfillment
so it isn’t an issue for me .... I’m still amazed I turned my life around. It’s a bloody miracle 🙃😃
?!?
Spill the beans. Dm or open.
I want to understand.
Started having sex young
Became too fond of it but never slept around as i wanted commitment. Never felt satisfied
Didn’t meet my sexual match until
later and he was younger and it was exolosive chemistry/synastry. Became too dependent on the feeling sex gave me until i realised it was unhealthy and i was too needy. We were obsessed with each other....both Scorpio dominant .... the relationship was heaven and hell and very draining. After almost 5 yrs i ended it and went cold turkey and started to heal from
my obsession.
I never went back to it...
to me that sounds like my experience.
After researching and learning about eastern tantra I think it wasn't just about the sex itself. Rather a way to each a state that is hard to do on our own. During sex In that state your mind goes blank and you just feel. Immersed in each other removing our own filter and boundaries in the process. A form of meditation using sex.
Just found a state and kept myself there without releasing. Moved the energy elsewhere throughout my body to keep it from building up too much. I can do the same thing solo now. Nor do I need to finish and still feel satisfied. Actually had partners be offended by this.
You can reach this state solo and channel that sexual energy without releasing it. Kind like cleaning the whole house out of anger because it's dirty. Emotions are energy everything can be boiled down to energy. Even fear is a form of energy we use to run from something scary.
Are you a Scorpio too?
Chart wise and personality wise I am scorpic.
A mix of a lot of stuff actually.
Mostly what I say here and do I am forced to hide in my personal life for one reason or another.
It's stupid.
I will say this people realllyy don't like being read 😂
Sorry you told me before ... Virgo
Sun/Taurus moon, not Scorpio.
Who said you are limited by your sun sign?
There is so much more to charts then that. When I say scorpic I mean the themes of the archetype and characteristics.
Not me
Thats like reading the “horoscopes” in the Daily Mirror and believing them 🥴
I have them sometimes, but not very often. Maybe once a year if that. My sex drive has gone way down though. I don’t desire it as much as I used to. Now it’s become like a chore to me. I have even less of a desire to masturbate. I may do it once every six months and even that seems like a lot.
Every six months? Could be Christmas and Easter.
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What about birthdays 🎉?
I have them sometimes, but not very often. Maybe once a year if that. My sex drive has gone way down though. I don’t desire it as much as I used to. Now it’s become like a chore to me. I have even less of a desire to masturbate. I may do it once every six months and even that seems like a lot.
Every six months? Could be Christmas and Easter.
What about birthdays 🎉?
Buy a new toy
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Even better a toy boy 🔥
I was laying in a fever dream half awake, half sleepwalking, saying the n word quite loudly in my tobacco southern accent
i dreamt i banged taurus' gay stepsibling. I was topping and he was receptive eager and agressive in a power-bottom way
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Who said you are limited by your sun sign?
There is so much more to charts then that. When I say scorpic I mean the themes of the archetype and characteristics.
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