The drama in the gem girls life I love destroys me. She's going thru alot of family issues beyond her control & she's trying to be the strongest woman in the world. It's as if she strapped up her boots, put on her mask, & flew into the world to save the day. I feel sad for her. I know her strength is beyond measure. I just wish sometimes she'd let me help her carry some of the burden she has. She's never fully herself because she's worrying about the people important to her. Making her life unbalanced for the sake of balancing the lives of others. She deserves her own statue made of gold with a heart made of a solid diamond. I'm used to being the hero for others myself. The mysterious blessing that falls from the sky during a dark hour. I find it so trying to have to let her wrestle with all the pressure & tribulations she has by herself because she wants it just that way. Her love is like the dawn over the ocean. Every changing, more precious & awe inspiring each time I see it. I watch her from afar, waiting for her to decide to come close again. She only asks of me when she's truly in need & she opens up only when she can't keep it inside anymore. I understand her. I'm the same way. I could be her knight in shining armor easily if it was what she wanted but its not. She wants a knight in shining armor not to save her but to grow with her. She's a Disney princess. A kind heart that nurtures those around her. Giving all even her blood to the point of exhaustion. All I am needed for is to make her feel loved when she's done. Is this true for all Gemini women— Are you all so misunderstood, passionate, & undemanding— Are you all in need of rejuvinating & nurturing love instead of binding & desperate love— What can I do to let her know inside that I am always ready for her if she needs me—
