confession

I wanna be single....shhhhhhhh I swear i'm not bad at relationships but my decisions are horrible. To be with a cheater and realizing how shitty of a person I am to condone it!!

Posted by nanobot

Are you codependent?

I'm just wondering because you seem to have a really hard time letting go of someone you just flat out don't want to be with.

I run. I wanna escape when I feel like I'm doing so much and it's not being reciprocated. I'm also very aware of my part in all of this. Had an epiphany the other day. Being single and not feeling a thing is way easier for me than being in love. I get effected by a lot when they disappoint me or hurt me. It's been done in this relationship recently and I just moved from outta state to have more time with my gf. So now I'm in a position trying to not run but having this urge to wanna break up. I've had it since the very beginning because of this shit. Been in other relationships where I blindly trusted people and they fucked me over tremendously. So take this info into account. I love my girl a lot and do whatever I can to make her happy but can't say it's being done on this end.