Reacting on weed

Always when I smoke weed I turn into a complete retard - unable to focus, communicate, or remember or understand anything.

But what I find so weird, is that my friends could smoke a whole joint, and not change in their behaviour at all, except for being more funny and creative with jokes. And red eyes. They could just stay focused while doing anything, good at talking or playing video games, moving normally, etc. While I just follow everyone around without having any clue of what's going on. I wish I could just smoke it without losing control so much.
And the worst thing is that some of those effects continue for days (poor communication, totally not conscious, memory loss, etc.)

Do those who smoke it recognize differences in the way you and others react to it?

Lmao weed... My love was easily replaced for weed, makes me think I should have just kept using lol I would just love to forget everything. At least I have alcohol, makes things so easy

Im very functional. But i use weed as a treat for putting in a hard day.

I just mellow out, masturbate, sleep. Or i clean like crazy

I always get stuck staring at something or/// my brain goes in overdrive and I think about the worst possible situations ever. And eat.. obviously 😉

My advice is to smoke less rather than more. It is alot to handle since I can say i have been through the same thing. Also try smoking when you are by yourself. If you were not to smoke and watch your friends you would also notice how offput they can be. I think it has to do with your personality for the most part.

There are different stages of high, there are times when I play halo on it and I'm like Rambo and I'm serving headshots for tea all round. Or when I dance I bust I out. Or when I exercise I'm in my happy place and reps are like nothing. ..you need to understAnd what's happening to you when you're stoned at mellow stages so you can form good habits... Also try and smoke without tobacco!! It Rots your mind

I had the worst experience on hydro a few months back...
Sat in the shower for like three hours after googling how to get un-high for chrissakes.
Drank four litres of milk and fell asleep crying.

Now I walk into a room at least twice a day and forget why I headed in there in the first place... I fucking hate it.

Used to smoke fairly reg years ago and thought I'd give it another go - given a freebie- but weed has changed these days, home grown is probably best.