anyone else come across that

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TheLioness79
@TheLioness79
12 Years1,000+ PostsLeo

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Possible...I call it my shield that covers me inside and not many people have seen past it. Can count on less then one hand. My exhusband never reached me there. I only allowed someone in romantic setting past that shield and allowed myself to fully trust of myself and be vulnerable and it bite me. Not saying it won't happen again, just be more cautious next time. I don't like feeling weak like that, a sense of not being in control. Hate it.
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LeonianGuitar
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Mine would be my first love, a Taurus. I can't keep it together at all around here. I go in to a panic attack and my mind starts racing over a bunch of stupid questions, I over analyze everything I do or say. Ultimately after a few minutes I'll start shaking violently and I have to leave. I've tried to stop that reaction countless times. I don't know why it is. But If I'm around here I just ...well this lion looses his voice and turns tail an runs. First love, first heartbreak. That was years ago. But I still get the shakes around her.