Drained.

Pray for me lately I just been emotionally and mentally drained. I haven't got time to try to relax and deal with bs. My friend passed away last month still haven't had time to grieve over that. Lost my job me and my mom argue like cats and dogs I been smoking a pack of cigarettes in two days my nerves so bad. I been going thru a breaking point. On top of that me and things haven't been going well with my partner we just been arguing lately.

Praying for you babe. That type of drain is definitely overwhelming. I hope everything goes well for you.

Thank you honey.

I can understand what you're going through. My mother passed away in January, I almost lost my life in February, couldn't find work and became an insomniac. Being which why I'm wide awake and it's 3:10 AM where I am. I started smoking weed frequently to numb my emotions. Arguing with my then boyfriend and snapping at everyone, totally out of my character. But I was so through with life.

The overwhelming feelings are still with me but it has gotten easier. If you have time, I definitely recommend trying out yoga or meditation once or twice a week for starters. During the time of loss and after my incident I was enrolled in school and I was taking a yoga class once a week and honestly idk if I would have gotten my degree if it wasn't for that class. It definitely brought up my spirits enough for me not cry all day or just want to lay down and die.

I am very sorry for your loss. I wish you many blessings. Stay strong, take a breather. Take time to yourself when you can, but not too much and spend time with people that don't irritate you. They can lift your spirits.

I wish you well, love.

I been praying but I just can't pray for myself. I don't know how I overcome burdens like this. Maybe hopefully I start working getting motivation and getting my life on balance things will be okay. Thank you. I just don't want to feel sorry for myself but I hide everything inside until it kills me. I always have incomplete thoughts that I just can't figure the rest of the clues to solve the issue. Sometimes I think it's easier said then done I need time to myself and focus on me for awhile.

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I hope things turn out better for you. Stay strong.

Thank you ?

I won't tell you that things will get better because I don't have a crystal ball, but I will tell you that I understand what it's like to feel like everything is crumbling around you. I've been going through something similar. I wish you strength, courage, and peace.

Thank you all. I appreciate it I just been down and out hopefully things will come back into place. I'm just trying to get things situated. I just need a clear state of mind.

Praying for you babe. Don't be too hard on yourself, rest and take it day by day