Scorpio Man and Libra Woman

Hi ,

I need help or suggestion . Please help me . I am new to this forum . I don't know much about astrology . My scorpio man DOB (11-12-1980), ME Libra (10-05-1984)

I am a libra ( Married ) . I fell in love with a scorpio when I was staying away from my family for Job . He is the one who started the conversation and started our relationship. I fell in love with him eventually and I felt it as a soul connection . He is also married ( to a leo woman ) . He says he don’t love his wife and love me , but still he does everything for her and take care of her like a child . When he is at home and I message him, he just ignores the message or call. And when he comes out of the home he messages me or calls me. When he is with his family members or friends, he wont attend my call or replies back to messages . Initially he used to message me in the morning and in the evening , also used to call me everyday atleast once. Now a days , he just don’t remember to call me, when I call once in a week he attends the call and don’t have anything much to talk , because I asked him if he can leave his wife if he don’t love her ( he says I am his soul mate ) . He said he cannot leave her as it will hurt so many people and it is more important to keep 50 other people happy than to chose our happiness. she recently delivered a baby, he says he was thinking about me while doing sex with her and because he wanted a baby he had to do sex with her. But he always expects that whenever he calls me or text me, I should respond immediately or else he will get angry . Also even if I am with my husband he expects that I attend his call and give importance to him than anyone . I really don’t know , whether he really love me , or is just playing with me for sex , and draning me emotionally. When I asked you are trying to ditch me with out calling and texting me which is really bothering me , he said if I want to do that it is really easy for me and I can block you everywhere but I need you that’s why I am not doing it. I don’t want to lose you that’s why not picking up the call and texting infront of anyone …. This is going on now like this for almost 2 years . I don’t know whether he love me or love her . He said if anyone from my family comes to know about this , they will not let me to be with you and I have to leave you for ever . Please help me , I am not able to understand him at all. I feel like I am with a stranger who is keep on telling lies . I know having an extra marital affair is wrong , but I don’t know I fell in love with him so madly , I am not able to come out of it , and hurting my husband unnecessarily . Please help me in understanding him and coming out of the relationship with him and have a faithful life for the rest of my life .

I am not able to understand him . I don't know what should I do. Is he just passing the time with me .Please help

Hmmm so what would you like to do exactly?

You know temptation is mother. Lol.

its almost 11 days I did not talk to him , and I am not going to in my life , I am trying to come out of it . And wants to be strong and don't want him to just play with my emotions anymore , and in am not going to let him do that ...... but I know this is going to be too hard for me as I am emotionally binded with him , but I believe god will give me the strength and also for my family, also to protect my self respect ....

hopefully it will take few months , or year , still this is my decision .