I basically called the leo in question and had a house full of drunk people serenaded him. He was on the line singing along. I said You should be here, then we got cut off. I phoned back and his VM picked up right away. I apologized if I had offended him and told him that being serenaded by a bunch of drunk people was his Christmas/Welcome home gift from me as I don't know anyone else who would appreciate it as much. I also told him I wished he was there because I think he is awesome ... but whatever. I hope we can get together soon. ( may have been very drunk.)
I haven't heard back.
Boyz are dumb.
And I KNOW he loved it. That was right up his ally.
I hate when there is tension between me and someone I care about. It makes me feel out of control. I would hate if he thought ill of me as he is someone I respect and admire. It was meant to be endearing and cheerful not something to take offense too. Which maybe he didn't. Maybe his phone cut out. Maybe he did. Maybe he hung up. The tension and uncertainty is grieving me though.
I had a chat with my best friend last night and am feeling a lot better about things.
Unfortunately, we both know he doesn't think there is anything wrong. This is not bizarre behavior for him. I feel a lot more relaxed about it today. I will probably hear from him in a few days/weeks and everything will be fine.
😢