Libra Man! Rediculous question!

I met with a libra online for 2 crasy months in which w spoke about kids, family and future plans, he was scared I reject him an I reassured him I wont. When I treated him with care he backed off and I tried to balance it. Then broke up with him on the 6th day because of misunderstanding from my part and thinking he rejected me while I was inscure . When i realised im mistaken i said sorry, and even travelled 18 hrs to see him like he did and tell him how sorry i am for misjudging. He refused to see me and sent a message on phone saying he's sorry, he really is not interested in me and wishes me the best in life! Its been 10 months of break up, wished him happy bay 17 Oct with no thank you as a reply which made m send an mail after 2 weeks stating how circumstances were gathered for me to think he was still with his x wife who was trying to keep him an feared I will bd hurt cause I like him alot (i received fb messages from a girl who is now his gf and which made me then think its his wife) so it got me then all confused an behaved in impulsively and in insecurity and left him in a cafe. I seem to have lost his respect for how I behaved and for how much i tried to make him understand why i bhaved the way did. i travelled to say sorry and to show him how much i value an respect him. I ended up being disrespected and hurt. (Bummer! Lool) He was what I was looking for but my judgment ruin it! Why coulnt he b frinly or thankful for traveling instead of being simply silent an hurtful ! He could been more nice! Its been too long but I cant get over feeling less than trash because of the way he reacted to my sincere apology/ feelings! Hard lesson I know but still im human after all, no matter what I did I paid triple times the price! How would a libra man see it, constantly trying to explain what happened when he didn't want to talk ?would he ever call back or have any kind of communication for whatever reason or am i just history he doesn't want to remember. I need to know how he thinks of me. PlI met with a libra online for 2 crasy months in which w spoke about kids, family and future plans, he was scared I reject him an I reassured him I wont. When I treated him with care he backed off and I tried to balance it. Then broke up with him on the 6th day because of misunderstanding from my part and thinking he rejected me while I was inscure .

You're a fixed sign, aren't you?

im a scorpio

Why is the last part of your post copied from the first part of your post? Are you going around and copying and pasting this?

If he cant deal with you at your worst then surely he cant have you at your best. He wasn't in 100% THE END.

I always press smtg and lose what i wrote so i learned to type on word and copy it to the net, sorry for that.
So what do u think of my story, he was so into me with fear if rejection and shivers! While his body language, face and conversations were ectremely happy
That there was this physical chemistry between us, but as i said it was all ruined because my attitude when i felt smtg was wrong at his home and when he backed off because i showed insecurities and started asking things about his ex wife and which i had promised we dont bring the past we have the present and the future that belong to us.
After all my apologies and telling him i got scared because if a previous toxic relationship of 12 yrs and comimented him in every possible way. Silence was his reply until he one day picked up the fone and and finally answered telling me i didnt respect he didnt want to take about his ex and that hes athelte and im not!! Tho he knew that before! He told me im the most beautiful girl hes ever met but theres no chemustry in conversation (he loved to talk about sex early on and i questioned ihis sincerity for a serious relationship which drove him nuts) and blamed me saying he tried to work it out with our differences and all i did was leaving him. I had before bought a tkt thinking hes worth to keep being mistaken for my judgement and hes worth to keep. I later let him know im travelling and he saud he wants to see me and started the conversation if how much i make him horny! Which st that time i felt he was revenging me for he knew i thought uts early to talk about sex. I lost phone connection and there was no connection to call him back. 3 days after he blocked me off facebook. When i got 3 hrs away by plane to my relatives house, i called and he knew its me. He was happy that i did this gor him but domehow let me know its strange if me to do such a thing. He asked where i was after i told i only came to see u and talk. He said hell call back. After 3 days of waiting i text him and he answers hes sorry and hes not interested in me and wishes me the best if luck. Of course i got into a depression for the cruel way he said it, i expected a refusal by phone not sms as i knew he already started dating another girl (who sent me the fb mesg) and i was more interested in having an accepred apology because he was really the nicest and most honest person ive ever met.
When i travelled back home i went thru a big dipression for feeling like trash and that i wasnt

Even treated as a respected human being. I never did this to a guy and thought hes wirth it. I felt it was right to let him know that i cated for him and to make it up for him and he treated me like a psycho madly inlove and that even if relationships dont work its ok to keep being friends. no reply!! thought since i know he has big pride and i was so geniune in my email, thought its ok to wish him a happy birthday which he didnt even answer.. I know i followed alot.. Then finally i sent an email and told him about the msgs i got on fb and wanted to see him to tell him this facce to fice so he knows im not lying and that it makes me geniune to know where i went wrong and ask for apology. I was neutral in the email and explaining myself which of course resulted to... Nothing 🙂 i look back and laugh at how he made me feel to do these crazy stuff i usually dont do! Though it hurt me so much that i lost any dot if dignity and pride. I wish i know how he looks at me having done and continued to try to prove him wrong about judging me. I cate to know if he lost respect for me which i can clearly feel but i dont know if its a libra man thing, am i wrong, is he wrong, would any other sign deal with my genuine initiative this cruel.. What does what happen tell about me and him.. Sorry for the long post but im deeply hurt from disrespect and indifference. Thanks for ur honesty, i take truth very well

As a libra female who has dated a ton of libra males- IMO you were to forward for him and it was offensive. 2 months is nothing to most libras I know. We don't even care how you take your coffee in the first 2 months.(the 20+ I've known don't anyways)
Is your question are you wrong or is he wrong?
Neither.
We libras think with our head-not our hearts as you water signs do (I'm picking up an earth tone in you though)
If he thought that being with you was more "trouble" than what it was worth (needy personality, drama at home etc) then he wouldn't bother. Period. Your bday msg meant nothing. You said you could take the truth and I'm not being cruel but once you get dismissed by a libra you're never thought of again.
Do any other signs "deal with genuine initiative" this way
Nope, I don't think so.
Take care-and don't think about him. It's a waste

Posted by Delaneia
I'm not being cruel but once you get dismissed by a libra you're never thought of again.

I could'nt agree more. My best friend of like 20years is a Libra and I've seen him drop long term relationships often like the girls were all carrying AIDS & he never looked back.

Thank you dears, logic says this is what i should do.. Forget. Its the dignity and disrespect that bring me down all the time. I know libras stay friends with people even if relationships dont work out and that they are compassionate (especially i saw compasion and warmth in him) thats why i was shocked.I know i shouldnt be asking this since you said they let go very easily , but do you think he would ever contact me, at least as friends, one day in the future or in case one day he found out through our mutual friends that im not the 1st impression he took about me?