Libra woman way of healing ❤️ Is 2 disappear? Y is dat?

I found myself wanted to hide and when someone that no one knows me when I am heart broken....... ,,, I am heart broken with a man I spent for 10 yrs now! And he is Aqua man.. weve thought to be married nxt yr.. but I found myself afraid that he might not happy about it.. we have 2 kids and still not wed. But even if we have a long yrs together I found myself to do not trust myself and dnt trust him as well.. for me I dont care how much time wve spent together as long us we truly live each oder but I have a huge fear about this.. I keep myself lobing him in a dstance and hs also confuse about me.. evn me cnt explain y—

I guess ur ryt... but my hearts tells me in oppossite way... I love him so much but I cnt tel him directly cause.. weve been for a long time but Drs something in aqua man that I hate about he always playing cool and he hides hs feelings.. I just wanted him to be more open with me ., i dnt care if he says he dont love me anymore as long as hs honest its fine w/ me.. cuz for us libra woman live is not meant being selfish, we can let them go if ha not happy with me anymore.., if we love someone we love them deeply from out soul...

Thank u