lonely libra?

im an 18 y/o libra ( sun libra, moon libra, rising pisces) and over the past years i had my fair share of crushes and things with boys, however last year i fell really hard for an aqua boy but he ended up not talking to me 5 months ago and i cant stop thinking about him, nothing happened i thought we were in a really good place, better than ever, but for some reason he left. Usually its easy for me to get over boys and im usually the one leaving boys as they get too clingy for me, but now i dont know what to do because i connected with this aqua on such a deep level and ive never met someone like that and im afraid ill never find someone better than him and that ill be lonely or never truly happy because i still have feelings for him? or it may just be me being a dramatic teenager but i dont know, what if he was the one? i know it shouldn't be a big deal but i guess libras love the idea of love and being alone when everyone else is married makes me feel lonely so yeah..

Posted by Libralula
I'm a Libra Sun & moon too.
I'm few years older than you also.

I understand the feeling of wanting to be with someone, I am currently but when I wasn't or when we had our break, I wanted to fill that void with someone.. but, I can tell you this.

Taking time to truly know and love yourself will come in handy. Yes, being single is boring etc.. but I've come along way from when I was 18 to now and still learning so I'm not telling you how to live your life..

If he is meant to be for you he'll come back, If not, someone else will come along. Aqua men are my best friends but dating them eh...
All I can suggest is do your own thing for now.

Don't stress yourself out too much

thank you 🙂