I'm a capricorn male who's in love with my libra ex, who is also male. We'll call him D1. I met D1 through a mutual friend, October, 2014 while I was visiting Los Angeles. We became buddies instantly! While I was there, our mutual friend (We'll call him A1) was trying to convince me to move there, to Los Angeles... over the course of the next few months I saved my money while A1 conjured up a plan for the both of us to move to LA. A1 ended up asking D1 was it cool if we came to stay with him for a few months, while we looked for our own place. He was cool with it. So the last week in January 2015, we both moved in with D1. A1 was very promiscuous & had a crush on D1, even though he was already in a relationship AND cheating on the person he was in a relationship with. They once slept together but D1 told me that he's not interested in a relationship with A1 because he's a liar and a cheater. A1 traveled often, so he was only with D1 and I on occasion. But I was always there. I had no job and was living off of the money I saved. As the weeks rolled by, D1 and I noticed we had a really deep connection. He became one of my closest friends. There was some physical attraction but it was his spirit that attracted me to him and vice versa. I didn't really understand this attraction, so I kind've ignored it. Each day, our connection grew stronger and stronger. We even slept in the same bed everyday, even though our relationship was platonic. Until one day, he was sleep & I tried to tell him to move over & he woke up out of his sleep and took off all my clothes. We made love for the first time. The next week was so weird to me. I felt bad because I knew A1 liked him, even though he was somewhere sleeping around. I felt uncomfortable because I never really felt this way about a guy before. I could tell he liked me a lot. He would kiss me every day before he went to work & I would never initiate the kisses because I was nervous. I wasn't ready for all of this. And mind you, a week before I moved to LA, I broke off my long distance relationship with another Libra male that I had talked to for 2 years, because he wasn't sure of what he wanted. D1 was there to keep me comfort during my breakup, so I got over my ex very quickly. But once I started falling for D1, it was a very fearful thing. We jumped into the relationship really fast. We made it official on June 11th, 2015. I was traveling often, in and out of LA, for side gigs but every time I was gone, our relationship was fearful. D1 had trust issues from previous relationships. And I was hanging around A1 a lot & didn't give D1 a whole lot of a attention. And ultimately, hanging with A1 all the time led to me cheating on D1 & messing around with other guys. He found out and we decided to take things slower. I found out about stuff he was doing behind my back as well but he puts most of the blame on me, for our relationship going sour. We stayed together until Nov 24th, 2016... (story will continue..)
