Soul Mates (Page 2)

perfect sense to me

it's called being human....

humans are pack animals

now i want steak for some reason.

great... enjoy...

i dont have any. 😢

I'm rarely lonely, but I'm often fearful of being alone.

Perhaps that makes more sense, Morgan.

hmmmmm... I don't know... Why do you fear being alone? I don't understand that.

I don't like the idea of it. I feel I'm at my best when I'm with the right person. Maybe it's the Libra all over my chart like white on rice.

i fear being with the wrong person.

I don't really fear being with the wrong person, because I've been doing that all my life. So now I know what is/isn't good for me.

I fear having a relationship like may parents have... NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER

What kind of relationship do they have?

I think maybe you have to do everything a few times before you can not fear it... I hope this is not the case however.

yes, mine are disfunctional.

Everyone is different, but personally, all the major lessons in life that I've learned so far, I learned the hardest way possible, despite overprotective parents who wouldn't have had it that way.

BAD... I don't wanna talk about it... But it gives me head aches... I can't wait to leave, I'm not staying in this house any longer than I have to... Although I'm afraid about leaving, because I normally act as peace keeper, and if I leave, I'm afraid everything will deteriorate even more and someone's going to get seriously hurt... Not Good...

That's normally the way it is... Especially with protective parents, for me anyway, it only creates more of a need to rebel.

been there, i called the cops on my dad once. he would wanna fight everytime i stepped in.

For some reason, I'm the only one who can reach and reason with my dad... But I have to just BE there all the time to watch the conversation like a cop... Apparently when my parents were on vacation for the past four days bad stuff happened... My mom says she wished she would have called the cops in retrospect, but she didn't. If I had been there I would of with out another thought.

he learned a lesson that time. 🙂 nothing happened to him or anything but it humbled him.

I just can't stand going anywhere with my family anymore, it's so uncomfortable... I just pretend I'm not there...

IT MAKES ME PISSED I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS CRAP AND PRETEND LIKE EVERYTHING'S JUST FINE.

I'm so very sick of it... So very sick and tired of the whole arangement.

my dad is like that, its caused me to lose a little bit of respect for him over the years.

cj, I did the same once, with my mom. I actually sort of regret doing it, but she never attacked me again...we reached an understanding once law enforcement was brought in. I was sixteen or seventeen when that happened.

MofM: I have the same train of thought...I always rebelled against my parents' strictness.

I have very little respect for either of my parents right now. Disgust, yes... But respect I find hard to rally up.

My mom hasn't hit me sinse I was 14... Hmmm... Kinda when I was strong enough to hit back...

GGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

well it got physical a couple of times and that was the final straw. i never want to hurt a family member but i did that night. not bad but he felt it, then i called the cops so i never had a problem like that when i was around.

I was strong enough to hit back, the problem is that she didn't like me raising my fists back at her, and she slammed me into a wall, causing a bloody wound thing on my forehead. lol.

I laugh, but it was quite the dramatic bad thing back then. I had tried to run away, is what sparked it all.

Yeah... I keep saying they love you they just don't know how to express it...

Neither of my parents have enough patience... I was never a "wonderful child" who listened and did what she was told, so I got a lot of it... And I still feel that a lot of the things I did were right and my parents were wrong, and they know that I don't think very highly of them, and that's that. My mom once through a fork at me and punctured my forehead.

I was spanked up until I was about 11, then I got the belt a couple times, then I got slapped around by both parents, I got knocked down a lot, then finally I started being the biggest cookiemonster imaginable all the time to them, and they started threatening to kick me out, so I tried to run away, but oh nooooo....they didn't *really* want me to escape them. The last straw for me was when my mom was screaming at me like an inch from my face and I went to put my hands between us in sort of a "back the treetrunk off" motion, and she interpreted that as a threat and told me to pack my stuff so she could send me to live at juvenile hall (mind you, i'd never committed a crime). So the next day, pack my stuff I did, and went to a guy friend's house, and called to let her know I wouldn't be coming home and then she made me come home, so I did, and then the fight happened, and then the next day a friend at school who was a peer mediator noticed the wound and asked me about it, and thinking it was confidential I told her, and she ended up telling the school authorities and they had a cop come to talk to my mom.

😢 yuck.

I used to be very insecure... Everyone says I've changed a lot sinse I went to high school... That's when I realized my family consists of morons and I'll never listen to their advice again.

The home thing can really suck, I feel ya morgan.

Well, that's a good thing. Hold on to it.

The confidence in yourself, I mean.

I tried to run away when I was about 4/5 a bunch of times... But they caught me everytime... And then I thought for ten years ofter it must be my fault...

not anymore... A neighbor called social services once... we were all interviewed and what not... but ofcourse we never told them about any of that, cause it's a private family matter, and that's that.

It's like I've permanently lost my temper with them.

well ladies im going to watch a movie i bought earlier, 'they' its like wes craven i think, i just read the back real quick so i hope its good.

good night.

Good night cj... enjoy your movie.

Goodnight, cj7. If it's good and scary (and I mean really scary), let me know so I can rent it. 🙂

Morgan, I sympathize. Just think...in short order you will be making new memories in a new environment with new people...and your family issues will have no choice but to calm down, because you will be having a good time!

lol... yes well... my family issues will probably increase, but I'll just have to ignore them...

And yes, cj7, I'm always on the look out for good scary movies as well 🙂

woohoo, freakish horror movie lovers unite 😛

The gorier, the better. More blood, I say!

well i will be sure to rate it, then.🙂

hehehe... I'll get the pop corn...

I'll get the alcohol!

Taquila!!!

I'm going to bed now too... nighty night all!!!

one tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor. 🙂

(somebody taught me the rest, but I can't remember...something like, "four tequila, five tequila seven tequila more!", or something)

Nitey nite!

Hang in there Morgan! The fact that you are 'aware' of your parents bad relationship means that you are less likely of falling into the same type of senario. You are a much stronger and mature person b/c of it and are more likely to recognise 'signs' in any relationships you may have and be strong enough to show them the door if it does happen. Believe in yourself and know that only the best will do for you...and you shall have it!