@TheChosenOne
10 Years
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Posted by TheChosenOne
it's like she Ioves these outbursts.she loves to be mistreated and not respected.
That could be because of the Scorpio in her. They love like masochists
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Maybe I should send her a heart emoji. lmfao
Keep your bs comments to yourself, you people like to project. I don't care about you hating your twin, I don't hate mine. NEXT
"just wanted you to know I hate you a lot I wasn’t even going to say nothing but yeah I don’t love you ? I had to clear that up. there’s nothing to love about you. look at you…look deep within yourself. peace"
last message I sent, and she has yet to block me...
She has self-esteem issues you just put her down deeply. Might as will blocker instead of Sperring her from herself esteem issues like you said
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no, this is the reaction of her putting me down deeply. you're making me feel bad :/ what am I supposed to say? she doesn't want me to be kind and loving. one time, I told her that I was going to fuc her, not make love to her. she loves it.
when I told her that if she were were with me, she'd feel much better because she was going through some things. she just said "is that right now?!" BS. she doesn't want me to be kind and loving. she wants to be fuc'd on the wall.
she wants me to pull her hair and call her "bitch."
Posted by degenerate_ingenue
this sounds like something a scorpio moon male would post...your ascendant clearly has a lot of influence on you. her being a scorpio probably does not help the situation. find someone who will help you transform into a better version of you. right now, you are definitely not that person. just being blunt.
the person i believed to be my TF was a Taurus. he did not make me a better version of myself either. my "scorpio" showed. nothing i'm proud of. i sounded a lot like you after it ended. hate was prominent. i grew up around aquarians, libras and aries. eventually my Venusian nature made me let go of the "hate" (literal or not) and i made peace with him. we still occasionally talk. our connection was undeniable. but when it first ended there was a lot that made me feel as you do now. so i understand. in a literal sense since i have been there.
Stick your bluntness up your pussy. How many times to I have to tell you mf's I don't actually hate her in a literal sense?
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obviously you missed where i said literal or not
Posted by degenerate_ingenue
this sounds like something a scorpio moon male would post...your ascendant clearly has a lot of influence on you. her being a scorpio probably does not help the situation. find someone who will help you transform into a better version of you. right now, you are definitely not that person. just being blunt.
the person i believed to be my TF was a Taurus. he did not make me a better version of myself either. my "scorpio" showed. nothing i'm proud of. i sounded a lot like you after it ended. hate was prominent. i grew up around aquarians, libras and aries. eventually my Venusian nature made me let go of the "hate" (literal or not) and i made peace with him. we still occasionally talk. our connection was undeniable. but when it first ended there was a lot that made me feel as you do now. so i understand. in a literal sense since i have been there.
Stick your bluntness up your pussy. How many times to I have to tell you mf's I don't actually hate her in a literal sense?
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i was saying i went through the same thing. as in i also had a similar feeling of hatred but not in a literal sense. i still needed a form of peace to be made though.
& the ending where i said "literal sense" was me saying i GET YOU in a literal sense because i LITERALLY have been there. i wasn't referring to you hating her in a literal sense. comprehend?
Posted by degenerate_ingenue
this sounds like something a scorpio moon male would post...your ascendant clearly has a lot of influence on you. her being a scorpio probably does not help the situation. find someone who will help you transform into a better version of you. right now, you are definitely not that person. just being blunt.
the person i believed to be my TF was a Taurus. he did not make me a better version of myself either. my "scorpio" showed. nothing i'm proud of. i sounded a lot like you after it ended. hate was prominent. i grew up around aquarians, libras and aries. eventually my Venusian nature made me let go of the "hate" (literal or not) and i made peace with him. we still occasionally talk. our connection was undeniable. but when it first ended there was a lot that made me feel as you do now. so i understand. in a literal sense since i have been there.
Stick your bluntness up your pussy. How many times to I have to tell you mf's I don't actually hate her in a literal sense?
obviously you missed where i said literal or not
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I'm not a newfound twin flame. 5 years
Posted by LiveAndLove
You feel something if you feel hate and want her to suffer. Love is the opposite of indifference, not hate.
He WANTS her to suffer?
What a jerk! And he can say 100 times he hates her but HE is the one who is suffering!!!
And maybe he deserves it. Jerk!!!
Posted by TheChosenOne
it's like she Ioves these outbursts.she loves to be mistreated and not respected.
That could be because of the Scorpio in her. They love like masochists
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That explains stuff to me. Thanks
Posted by LiveAndLove
You feel something if you feel hate and want her to suffer. Love is the opposite of indifference, not hate.He WANTS her to suffer?
What a jerk! And he can say 100 times he hates her but HE is the one who is suffering!!!
And maybe he deserves it. Jerk!!!
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middle-age "white woman" who listens to censored rap music ^ ?
"waaah" what a jerk. eat hot coal bro
Posted by TheChosenOne
it's like she Ioves these outbursts.she loves to be mistreated and not respected.
That could be because of the Scorpio in her. They love like masochists
That explains stuff to me. Thanks
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i already said I didn't hate her. eat hot coal bro. have a blessed day
"waaah what a jerk." lmfao
I'm not suffering, you're suffering, which is why projected your bs onto me, middle-age "white" lady.
She's about to say I'm racist. She's going to try to press charges on me...oops ?
Posted by LiveAndLove
You feel something if you feel hate and want her to suffer. Love is the opposite of indifference, not hate.He WANTS her to suffer?
What a jerk! And he can say 100 times he hates her but HE is the one who is suffering!!!
And maybe he deserves it. Jerk!!!
middle-age "white woman" who listens to censored rap music ^ ?
"waaah" what a jerk. eat hot coal bro
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Bro? Middle aged white woman? Hmmm
I didn't know we are called that. Moron...
Posted by TheChosenOne
She doesn't want to let me go, she can't block me. It's our only form of communication. I used to have others tell her to speak to me but that's no more. One time she told me the only reason she spoke time was because others told her too. but she's a fool, no one could MAKE you do anything. she didn't do it for them, she did for herself.You don't seem to want to let her go... In fact you seem to like the drama.
Cut her off! What will cutting her off "trigger"?
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I don't like drama I don't want her to contact me if she wants too. She has to block me. I don't want to block then unblock when I feel triggered. You're ignorant, I like drama? I don't want o let her go. I've already cut her off and now I'm here again. She has to block my number otherwise it'll never end.
Posted by TheChosenOne
She doesn't want to let me go, she can't block me. It's our only form of communication. I used to have others tell her to speak to me but that's no more. One time she told me the only reason she spoke time was because others told her too. but she's a fool, no one could MAKE you do anything. she didn't do it for them, she did for herself.You don't seem to want to let her go... In fact you seem to like the drama.
Cut her off! What will cutting her off "trigger"?
I don't like drama I don't want her to contact me if she wants too. She has to block me. I don't want to block then unblock when I feel triggered. You're ignorant, I like drama? I don't want o let her go. I've already cut her off and now I'm here again. She has to block my number otherwise it'll never end.
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"bro" as in i don't care who you are. you're a brother a child and a peasant too. choose your name if you must
Posted by TheChosenOne
She doesn't want to let me go, she can't block me. It's our only form of communication. I used to have others tell her to speak to me but that's no more. One time she told me the only reason she spoke time was because others told her too. but she's a fool, no one could MAKE you do anything. she didn't do it for them, she did for herself.You don't seem to want to let her go... In fact you seem to like the drama.
Cut her off! What will cutting her off "trigger"?
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I like the drama? and she doesn't? she can't even speak to me but I can still text her the most nasty things to her, no block.
Yeezy Red Octobers, I'm done chatting with you.
You're out of touch. Where's Impulsv?
yeezys all on ya' sofa. these the Red Octobers. baby girl he's a loner late night organ donor, after that he'll disown ya'
She's my punching bag until she blcoks my number.
Posted by Caplunar
It sounds like you're still in love with herhow so? I'm not though, at least I don't think I am
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Lmao freakin eh... Your subconscious mind is in love with her but your conscious mind is saying you're upset and would rather move on. The problem is the subconscious act as the true emotions when the conscious is the logical practical thinking. It's ok to be hurt and still be in love.... You can't help who you love regardless of what they've done BUT you don't have to be with that person... Honestly most twin flames don't end up together permanently...
Posted by Caplunar
It sounds like you're still in love with herhow so? I'm not though, at least I don't think I am
Lmao freakin eh... Your subconscious mind is in love with her but your conscious mind is saying you're upset and would rather move on. The problem is the subconscious act as the true emotions when the conscious is the logical practical thinking. It's ok to be hurt and still be in love.... You can't help who you love regardless of what they've done BUT you don't have to be with that person... Honestly most twin flames don't end up together permanently...
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I'm not hurt
Posted by Impulsv
Here lolAll I can say is try meditation lol
Allow to hate her bahvior but not her. Once u allow n accept it it won't have more powers. I hardly " hate" him anymore lol
I'm in a constant state of meditation. I don't hate her.
I hate how I don't know what she feels.
I DON'T HATE HER WHAT DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND WHY DO I HAVE TO KEEP REPEATING MYSELF
Posted by Impulsv
Op seven years for meUll get here one day
Where I am at now
music probably trash. I don't want nothing to do with her. I don't know how she feels. there's no point in that
Posted by TheChosenOne
I DON'T HATE HER WHAT DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND WHY DO I HAVE TO KEEP REPEATING MYSELFI know u don't hate her 🙂
U love her
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so then stop saying that?
I basically told her that she's going to be my punching
bag until she lets me go
I'm verbally abusive, I know.
if she loved me, if she told me she loved me I'd stop too.
but I don't think she does so I'm going to keep punching
Posted by Impulsv
But how can someone tell you I love you and reward that behavior
Because when I was real with her I was kind and loving,
Posted by Impulsv
But how can someone tell you I love you and reward that behaviorBecause when I was real with her I was kind and loving,
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I don't know what you're talking about. I text her and she doesn't repsosnd. fuc scorpions feelings. what has she done for me? nothing. you're on the wrong forum
She's my punching bag until she blcoks my number.
Why are you giving her the satisfaction? You don't realize that when you text her all you're doing is showing her how much you love her and how much the situation is fucking you up
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I just came back from a walk. it's not fucking me up I'm sorry that I seem angry and frustrated, but I'm really not.
satasofaction of what? she isn't on anything.
'Man that mf's trying to make this into an astrology thing.
fall back. she isn't being malicious toward me. take your clown ass back to Scorpion forum
Posted by Impulsv
The point was what you said is you want her to tell you I love you as the way things are right now. Yes she started it but right now you are using her as a punching bag. And I'm saying that any human being will not tell you they love you when they are badly miss treated. Who would want to make themselves will vulnarable under the circumstances.. You're angry n she's not ready to make that leap under current circumstancesSo the current cycle will remain you're angry she doesn't tell you I love you you hurt her she will tell you even less and you will continue the cycle.
But yes you will be right you are right she started it
I hurt her? glad to know she has a heart and a soul. I've been vulnerable. I don't believe I'm hurting her, I think she perfers it when I'm this way.
That Aries girl doesn't have enough depth to understand this dynamic. She needs to get off my thread. This isn't about Scorpios.
Posted by Impulsv
The point was what you said is you want her to tell you I love you as the way things are right now. Yes she started it but right now you are using her as a punching bag. And I'm saying that any human being will not tell you they love you when they are badly miss treated. Who would want to make themselves will vulnarable under the circumstances.. You're angry n she's not ready to make that leap under current circumstancesSo the current cycle will remain you're angry she doesn't tell you I love you you hurt her she will tell you even less and you will continue the cycle.
But yes you will be right you are right she started it
I hurt her? glad to know she has a heart and a soul. I've been vulnerable. I don't believe I'm hurting her, I think she perfers it when I'm this way.
I never showed my tf he hurt me
I'm a Scorpio
But I died a million times
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that's deep, also check your messages. I only say the things I say because I don't think she cares. she can't even tell me she cares for me these days
sometimes I go on her page and she acts as if nothing has happened.
Posted by GiveMeAqua
I can only speak for myself, but there was a whole lot more going on is his head than I had ever anticipated and it took years before he came out of the woodwork to give me that "closure" in regards to his abrupt disappearance.. Like you said in your PM, he's insane, but so am I.. On the outside, he was living it up and appeared to not give a treetrunk.Twin flames are here to teach us unconditional love.. We are too programmed to love with the expectation to receive something in return that many of us miss the boat on what love really means.. Regardless as to why all this started, take this a time to do some inner healing work.. It doesn't matter what you say to anyone on here, you know deep down how you feel and the truth will set you free. You cannot hide from yourself for very long. Corniness intended 😄
The push and pull dynamic will continue till old wounds are healed.. Twin flames are supposed to be the mirror reflection of ourselves and more than likely, like myself, the same "flaws" you see in your TF are likely within yourself and can merely be manifesting in a different way..
My twin flame, did come back, for I guess mutual closure, as he was experiencing the same feelings of unworthiness as I was. He stuck around for nearly two years as friends that flirted a whole lot and we were separated by distance early in our relationship and still are. Any who, He knows I love him no matter what, unconditionally. I couldn't change it if I tried.. It a easier to accept What is, than to fight it. Things are the way they are for a reason and dwelling on the what's and the why's only prolongs Your journey and delays reunion.. As another posted said, reunion may not happen in the physical and I can't say for sure how many twin flames reunite romantically in the 3D.. That said, I have this eery feeling he's going to come back, but it will be many years from now.. Hard to explain, I just "know".
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Posted by Impulsv
The point was what you said is you want her to tell you I love you as the way things are right now. Yes she started it but right now you are using her as a punching bag. And I'm saying that any human being will not tell you they love you when they are badly miss treated. Who would want to make themselves will vulnarable under the circumstances.. You're angry n she's not ready to make that leap under current circumstancesSo the current cycle will remain you're angry she doesn't tell you I love you you hurt her she will tell you even less and you will continue the cycle.
But yes you will be right you are right she started it
I hurt her? glad to know she has a heart and a soul. I've been vulnerable. I don't believe I'm hurting her, I think she perfers it when I'm this way.
I never showed my tf he hurt me
I'm a Scorpio
But I died a million times
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I've sent you messages, Impulsv...
I am a twin flame yes we had terrible fights but unfortunately that logic of wishing bad on them is a lot of wasted energy .... I will say when you take ego out of it and allow the love to flow you can learn from it... Until then expect torture
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Stick your bluntness up your pussy. How many times to I have to tell you mf's I don't actually hate her in a literal sense?