Don't know how to be

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TaurusMom41
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Sigh... So I'm tossing around the whole idea of dating right now. I'm just a damn goob though and don't know how to put myself out there in the dating pool. The last time I was single and ready to mingle was 18 damn years ago. :O So much has changed since then! I don't even know where to go. And I'm fuckin awkward too. A man that I messed with (18 years ago) asked me how I was, when I was leaving the store, and I'm all "You? Good." wtf bloody hell?!

It was nice when I was just able to comfortably hang out with someone and have no expectations of one another. Just bask in the energy and vibe that we passed on to each other. But that was "The Cappy" and now it doesn't exist anymore. I dunno…. I would even be satisfied in just having a good friend to hang with and go do stuff with, from time to time. Someone I can just message, anytime I think of something stupid that I want to share. (without bothering them) I don't need much, just a good hug a few times a month and a "river date" once a month. I hate feeling so empty.
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Posted by TaurusMom41
Sigh... So I'm tossing around the whole idea of dating right now. I'm just a damn goob though and don't know how to put myself out there in the dating pool. The last time I was single and ready to mingle was 18 damn years ago. :O So much has changed since then! I don't even know where to go. And I'm treetrunkin awkward too. A man that I messed with (18 years ago) asked me how I was, when I was leaving the store, and I'm all "You? Good." wtf bloody hell?!

It was nice when I was just able to comfortably hang out with someone and have no expectations of one another. Just bask in the energy and vibe that we passed on to each other. But that was the cap and now it doesn't exist anymore. I dunno…. I would even be satisfied in just having a good friend to hang with and go do stuff with, from time to time. Someone I can just message, anytime I think of something stupid that I want to share. (without bothering them) I don't need much, just a good hug a few times a month and a "river date" once a month. I hate feeling so empty.

Don’t you have friends? Just go out with them and have fun. Join a class. Or a new hobby. Anything that makes you go out and meet people without thinking about dating.

You are a good looking woman if you get out there and have fun you will have men queuing for you.
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Sigh... So I'm tossing around the whole idea of dating right now. I'm just a damn goob though and don't know how to put myself out there in the dating pool. The last time I was single and ready to mingle was 18 damn years ago. :O So much has changed since then! I don't even know where to go. And I'm treetrunkin awkward too. A man that I messed with (18 years ago) asked me how I was, when I was leaving the store, and I'm all "You? Good." wtf bloody hell?!

It was nice when I was just able to comfortably hang out with someone and have no expectations of one another. Just bask in the energy and vibe that we passed on to each other. But that was the cap and now it doesn't exist anymore. I dunno…. I would even be satisfied in just having a good friend to hang with and go do stuff with, from time to time. Someone I can just message, anytime I think of something stupid that I want to share. (without bothering them) I don't need much, just a good hug a few times a month and a "river date" once a month. I hate feeling so empty.


Don’t you have friends? Just go out with them and have fun. Join a class. Or a new hobby. Anything that makes you go out and meet people without thinking about dating.

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I have acquaintances. Many, but as far as good friends...no. :/ I'm in school Monday through Friday, an hour away from where I live and I go attend school, go to work for a few hours, drive an hour home, go to the gym, and then go home and do homework and spend time with my son. Pretty much have a limited amount of free time. When I do go out, it's with a school-friend, or work-friend, or my sister. It's just not very often.
Unfortunately, it's even in my natal chart that my friendships will usually be brief, or shallow. I noticed that far before I even saw my chart. Maybe it's because I'm still a little bit blocked off.. I'm a highly sensitive empath, and I've had to put a shield around myself to prevent myself from reading and feeling so many people around me. I'm very approachable, but I'm just cautious I guess.
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Posted by TaurusMom41
Sigh... So I'm tossing around the whole idea of dating right now. I'm just a damn goob though and don't know how to put myself out there in the dating pool. The last time I was single and ready to mingle was 18 damn years ago. :O So much has changed since then! I don't even know where to go. And I'm fuckin awkward too. A man that I messed with (18 years ago) asked me how I was, when I was leaving the store, and I'm all "You? Good." wtf bloody hell?!

It was nice when I was just able to comfortably hang out with someone and have no expectations of one another. Just bask in the energy and vibe that we passed on to each other. But that was "The Cappy" and now it doesn't exist anymore. I dunno…. I would even be satisfied in just having a good friend to hang with and go do stuff with, from time to time. Someone I can just message, anytime I think of something stupid that I want to share. (without bothering them) I don't need much, just a good hug a few times a month and a "river date" once a month. I hate feeling so empty.
What degree of taurus are you? Anything and everything is just practice. If you want to get good at something, just do it. Sure you will stumble and not feel good about it at first but it will come in time. Just dont beat yourself up about it, like I see you already doing.
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Sigh... So I'm tossing around the whole idea of dating right now. I'm just a damn goob though and don't know how to put myself out there in the dating pool. The last time I was single and ready to mingle was 18 damn years ago. :O So much has changed since then! I don't even know where to go. And I'm fuckin awkward too. A man that I messed with (18 years ago) asked me how I was, when I was leaving the store, and I'm all "You? Good." wtf bloody hell?!

It was nice when I was just able to comfortably hang out with someone and have no expectations of one another. Just bask in the energy and vibe that we passed on to each other. But that was "The Cappy" and now it doesn't exist anymore. I dunno…. I would even be satisfied in just having a good friend to hang with and go do stuff with, from time to time. Someone I can just message, anytime I think of something stupid that I want to share. (without bothering them) I don't need much, just a good hug a few times a month and a "river date" once a month. I hate feeling so empty.

What degree of taurus are you? Anything and everything is just practice. If you want to get good at something, just do it. Sure you will stumble and not feel good about it at first but it will come in time. Just dont beat yourself up about it, like I see you already doing.
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Not sure what degree? How would I find that out?
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Posted by OCJack
It's that damn Pisces Moon we got.
Posted by TaurusMom41
This is true, BIG TIME
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Nothing wrong with a pisces moon. If anything you need to get away from negative energy so that you dont absorb it. I think people, especially those on this site who dont really believe in astrology or those who are malicious will try to give you negative energy, the people who go out of their way to bash it. Ignore them, minimize them, for their pain and shortcoming is obvious on a spiritiual and material level. If you are to get real astrology information refer elsewhere. Dont internalize that the placement is bad.
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Early degree taurus... it is the degree your sun is so 5deg taurus. You will be feeling the Uranus transit earlier than most other taurus's. What you are feeling could be part of that transit and in the 10th house. Google for it.
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That's really interesting. I never knew how to read the different degrees of everything on the yod. I read that someone with my 5 degree could be: occultist, healer, hermit. I correlate with two out of three of those. (healer, hermit.)