leaving dxp

Once again I'm beginning to change into somthing I don't recognize. Maybe I do recognize it, but it's somthing I hide from and dxp eventually brings it out each and every time.

Maybe I shouldn't really be here. I don't know why I'm even telling you this. I guess so you can't bitch and complain that people leave without saying anything.

It's been nice, but I can't remain a normal person here. I become the example of the one thing I hate the most. Time to shake it off.

It was somehow passed to me when my grandfather passed away. I guess he left it in my name befor he died. I don't deserve it and can hardly afford it, but I got it.

What is dxp bringing out of you O'weird one—

Hell. I'm being to speak in ways where I'm calling people mortals and pathetic humans which is wrong.

I get on here every day, but not to help or speak astrology. But rather to spread hate and my own problems. I don't deserve a dxp account, or any account for that matter that males me act like this.

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The last few months it's been straight to the miscellaneous for drama, and that drama is eating me alive. It's making it hard to sleep and find peace of mind.

I thank you all for the good, and will try to find my way back with more stability. Famous last words.

Slaps Soul across the face twice...HARD...it's the internet aka it's not realllll..You don't know these nerds so don't be so hard on yourself man...get a damn grip and hurry up so we can go back to having fun on the thread not too far from this one.

Posted by clooneyyears
well come back when you're better. i balance out my calling people losers with helping in some astrology threads and cracking jokes.

unblievable. I was about to tell him do it like Ands. Then I saw this. omg.

Aw so sad really..keep your head up.. I used to post alot. But cut back recently. I did come on dxp for myself ..and received some advice. And lots of people had differences too.

..But you made a difference to a stranger by giving your own life experiences.. you possibly made a friend or two from your way of thinking. that's okay..

Everyone needs friends and alot have problems that really need your input.. if they listen great...you know that you helped some one who has life struggles..peace, love, and happiness! :-)

Posted by Soul
Hell. I'm being to speak in ways where I'm calling people mortals and pathetic humans which is wrong.

I get on here every day, but not to help or speak astrology. But rather to spread hate and my own problems. I don't deserve a dxp account, or any account for that matter that males me act like this.

aw, Soul, i haven't seen you say nasty things. I've only seen you post music and pretty mellow stuff.

if you feel hateful one day, just let it out. Ride it out. You can't keep things in, because that will fester your soul.

but at the same time, it's usually others who bring it out from you. Making you face things you don't like. Maybe thats why?

i dont care if you call human beings pathetic if they act pathetic from time to time. it's how it is.

good luck!!

Posted by GG
Turning into something you don't recognize happens a lot on dxp.

I blame it on the women. Way too many here. Spending A LOT of time around women is not healthy for us males.

This post also tells me you're not part of those clicks that fight their battles in private messages.

Godspeed my son!

😆 i dont know why....

but, at the harry potter fandom, it was a landslide of females. I hardly ever saw males at that fandom, pairing up certain characters. Astrology is very similar for some reason. 😄

Posted by Soul
Once again I'm beginning to change into somthing I don't recognize. Maybe I do recognize it, but it's somthing I hide from and dxp eventually brings it out each and every time.

Maybe I shouldn't really be here. I don't know why I'm even telling you this. I guess so you can't bitch and complain that people leave without saying anything.

It's been nice, but I can't remain a normal person here. I become the example of the one thing I hate the most. Time to shake it off.

What a powerful example of the kind of honesty that is all too rare ...
Try not to be too hard on yourself, no one is infallible.

Lol at the replies.

You guys are some basketcases..

You CHOOSE to let this dumb site "affect"or "drain" you..

It's fun, informative and entertaining for me...I actually learn from everybody's real life experiences on here,so the place is not all bad.

Yeah leave, this place is full of retards...

@Rambunctious don't be insulted, I'm talking to every and anybody here.

I just feel like people take the site too seriously.

I'm gonna take a moment to completely let down the walls and thank all of you. I honestly didn't think my existence really mattered to anyone at any point in life. I didn't expect anyone to say anything here to be honest. As weak or pathetic as it sounds, I'm truly grateful. It might not seem like much or a big deal, but you all helped me so much today. I will forever be in each of your debt.

Thank you all so very much.

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and the winner is:

Posted by crabRiot
Lol at the replies.

You guys are some basketcases..

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also good:

Posted by seraph
🙂

... online ... off-line.

... same "line." ...

@Black Nova

It's just a different reality for me that's all...like I can separate the 2 easily...internet...real life..

I don't know the nerds on here so I make believe their imaginary friends.

You just wanna ride my dick don't you

You know exactly what I mean.

Posted by Soul
Once again I'm beginning to change into somthing I don't recognize.

You're letting the clowns affect you. Just put them on ignore and enjoy the rest.

Posted by BlackNova

Posted by crabRiot
You just wanna ride my dick don't you

You know exactly what I mean.

Wut? You have a dick?

Surely you meant, clit.

See what I mean about you not making sense?

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Have a nice night o'annoying one.

I can't be bothered with you no more lol..