Pssssssssssst.... Ariella Can't See Me!

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Posted by Arielle83
There's a weird force field around that post with the 48 hr episode and it won't let me quote you!


Is that the episode with the twin brothers that wanted to murder each other's wives?

Ya I've seen then all!! I like having a few buckets and getting lost in the insanity and suspenseful drama!!


He watches too but he can't handle it when it's too fucked up. Does your Pisces moon do that to you too? Sensitive to negativity?

I want to understand why ppl flip to crazy.
I've seen my fair share of real world violence and living on the edge, being forced to be vigilant at all times
I have 1st/2nd hand witnessing to shootings, murders, 2 mass shootings, suicide, bombings, freeway police chases and things of that ilk.
Along with 1st and 2nd hand experience with child abuse, and neglect, child custody battles, domestic abuse, infidelity, DUI, etc.
Military/Defense industry experience. 2nd hand connections with US Law Enforcement.
A friend who was born exact same day and year as I, died of complications from cancer 12 years ago, this coming Easter.
He was really into all those horror flicks. He'd have me over to watch some film come out on video - the subject matter was always
horror or action/adventure, sometimes comedy kind of stuff. He was a armored truck driver/money handler. I drove big rigs all over the US.

I've seen some pretty nasty real world things. My government has failed me as much as it has millions of others, whether they know it or not.
My Government is guilty of a lot of things. However, I am wise enough to know that it's the people in government and not so much the institution
in it's original form who are corrupt, and when they are corrupt, National and International affairs are going to be corrupt.

Like you I enjoy mystery/investigation programs. However, I am not one to watch them often only because my interests are elsewhere and
not because it makes me sick. Unfortunately, I am afraid, I may be rather desensitized to those things that may bother your husband.

Curiously, 1) what things does he consider too "messed up"? 2) what are your definitions of "sensitivity"? 3) do you know his life path number?
(I am assuming he was born in Australia)





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Posted by Arielle83
No I don't know the life path.

He just doesn't like dramatic shows where I wants to see the truth in those news shows. Understand the forensics etc. but maybe that's cuz of my schooling.

He can't watch law and order Svu. He's also over watching the news.

Maybe sensitive is the wrong word. He just doesn't want his mood changed due to finding the truth in those shows.

I like being shocked, he doesn't kinda thing.
Umm, those shows are "loosely" based on stories ripped from the headlines and filled with imaginative "filler", to complete the show.
(see link at bottom)
You see, the process of committing a crime, in reality, usually takes less time than it actually takes to read and write about it.
For example:
Real World News Headline: "EXOTIC DANCER KILLED IN BAR SHOOTING"

In the space of time that it took for you to read and process that headline, death occurred.
Was the death intentional? Or accidental?
We don't know which because we don't know the rest of the details.

Too Often News Agencies will irresponsibly post headlines like that as an attention grabber as well as
"being the first to report the news" which is a big time thing, often very irresponsible for News Journalism.
Then initial details describe the first very sketchy accounts of the story that lend jussst enough info. to feed the reader's
imaginations and assumption mills.

A scriptwriter, novelist, storyteller can be inspired by the headlines and write a story based on the headlines alone
and take in any number of directions for a story.

We know an exotic dancer was killed, we know it happened in a bar, we know there was a shooting.
We don't know the dancer's gender, we don't know how the death occurred, and we don't know whether the shooting is
responsible for the death. - yet, based on the headlines alone, we automatically assume it's a crime of passion.

Details of the real world incident remain unknown. Only the headline.

A show like Law and Order basically delves into subject matter that has to do with crimes of passion. But because it's
reality based fiction, though it looks authentic and real, it's really just fiction.

(you'll have to re-search the proper term on wiki's site.)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Law_&_Order:_Special_Victims_Unit
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Posted by Arielle83
No I don't know the life path.

He just doesn't like dramatic shows where I wants to see the truth in those news shows. Understand the forensics etc. but maybe that's cuz of my schooling.

He can't watch law and order Svu. He's also over watching the news.

Maybe sensitive is the wrong word. He just doesn't want his mood changed due to finding the truth in those shows.

I like being shocked, he doesn't kinda thing.
Umm, those shows are "loosely" based on stories ripped from the headlines and filled with imaginative "filler", to complete the show.
(see link at bottom)
You see, the process of committing a crime, in reality, usually takes less time than it actually takes to read and write about it.
For example:
Real World News Headline: "EXOTIC DANCER KILLED IN BAR SHOOTING"

In the space of time that it took for you to read and process that headline, death occurred.
Was the death intentional? Or accidental?
We don't know which because we don't know the rest of the details.

Too Often News Agencies will irresponsibly post headlines like that as an attention grabber as well as
"being the first to report the news" which is a big time thing, often very irresponsible for News Journalism.
Then initial details describe the first very sketchy accounts of the story that lend jussst enough info. to feed the reader's
imaginations and assumption mills.

A scriptwriter, novelist, storyteller can be inspired by the headlines and write a story based on the headlines alone
and take in any number of directions for a story.

We know an exotic dancer was killed, we know it happened in a bar, we know there was a shooting.
We don't know the dancer's gender, we don't know how the death occurred, and we don't know whether the shooting is
responsible for the death. - yet, based on the headlines alone, we automatically assume it's a crime of passion.

Details of the real world incident remain unknown. Only the headline.

A show like Law and Order basically delves into subject matter that has to do with crimes of passion. But because it's
reality based fiction, though it looks authentic and real, it's really just fiction.

(you'll have to re-search the proper term on wiki's site.)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Law_&_Order:_Special_Victims_Unit
click to expand

Hmmm, interesting.... Law And Order SVU just came after I woke up from my nap.
I don't normally watch the show. but it was just starting with the opening credit : LAW AND ORDER.

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Posted by Arielle83
Ya what are you wearing?

Or are you being metaphorical?

How do you find life path number?

Ya I know it's all dramaticised and news extrapolated. He's disgusted just be shady stuff.

What do you find challenging as a scorpio/Pisces.

He doesn't handle stress well.


Since you mentioned you've seen a lot as a driver, that reminds me of the 48 hour episode of the trucker who just wanted to randomly kill ppl and invade their homes.

They discovered a movie in his truck called "hunting humans".
His Birthdate - http://paulsadowski.org/birthday.asp

His Name - http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp
You can do that for yourself as well.
I am a life path 9
My name (first middle last) adds up to 66

I've seen a lot as many things. Not only as a Truck Driver.

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Posted by Arielle83
Ya what are you wearing?

Or are you being metaphorical?

How do you find life path number?

Ya I know it's all dramaticised and news extrapolated. He's disgusted just be shady stuff.

What do you find challenging as a scorpio/Pisces.

He doesn't handle stress well.


Since you mentioned you've seen a lot as a driver, that reminds me of the 48 hour episode of the trucker who just wanted to randomly kill ppl and invade their homes.

They discovered a movie in his truck called "hunting humans".
What do I find challenging about Scorpio/Pisces?
Considering the rest of my chart, not much, actually.

Read this, thoroughly, Watch the clips, and tell me what you think.
Mind you, there are some differences between me and your S/P man.

http://hexagoninfulleffect.com/2013/08/10/scorpio-sun-pisces-moon-the-cloak-and-the-chameleon-the-symbol-and-the-subterfuge-the-code-which-cant-be-cracked-and-that-which-casts-no-shadows/
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How do you cope with what you've seen?
You know, the darnedest thing, I asked to see a psychiatrist, and she asked the same thing.
On the third visit, I got kicked out her office. She said I didn't respect her.
Nature called, I was late, and she said I didn't respect her, and kicked me out.


How do I cope? I don't know. I just do. Not always easy, but I do.
I guess it comes from a lifetime of practice.




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I hate Alyssa but thank you. X
I found her thoughts on 9 being pretty accurate for me.

Also like to hear KRS.

Did you find out your name values on the Sadowski site?


Ya on that site.
click to expand

Ok.... Now... Would you like to find out if either or both your place of birth matches your name value (you have to use your birth name (maiden))

example:
Come to find out, my place of birth (city name and state name) value actually matches the value of my name which is 66
Even "MrFirebird" adds up to 66

66 is a master number.
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Posted by Arielle83
Yes!!
Go to link, below:

Set up the drop down box just below the text box
and check "English Reduction" and to the right check the "reduce" box.

Copy " MrFirebird " without the quotation marks, press "calculate" and you should get:

"MrFirebird" in the English Reduction system equals 66, which reduces to 12, which reduces to 3

Your all set,
you can now do your name, his name the place you were born (example victoria british columbia)

http://www.ridingthebeast.com/gematria-calculator/

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"MY REAL FIRST MIDDLE AND LAST NAME" in the English Reduction system equals 66, which reduces to 12, which reduces to 3
"Ellsworth, Maine" in the English Reduction system equals 66, which reduces to 12, which reduces to 3
"MrFirebird" in the English Reduction system equals 66, which reduces to 12, which reduces to 3
"Enigma Machine" in the English Reduction system equals 66, which reduces to 12, which reduces to 3
"Route Sixty Six" in the English Reduction system equals 66, which reduces to 12, which reduces to 3

Pretty weird set of coincidences, eh?