So this was my Valentine's Day.

It's pretty hilarious, so I've been preparing for a long time to do this drag competition on February 13th it's how I like to celebrate my birthday as well because it's a drag competition and I get to stay at this resort place and we go down to the lobby and perform, anyways I arrive there with my boyfriend and he hates that we have to share the apartment with someone else, also I'm trying to prepare mentally for this competition so I'm quiet and reserving my energy. My boyfriend decides to start drinking red wine out of a candle holder that holds two thirds of a bottle and starts pissing up and acting like a brat, I asked him nicely to respect the apartment because the company hasn't arrived and he tells me I'm acting like an asshole. He's spilling wine everywhere in the carpet and acting really obnoxious like you would not believe and finally the guest arrives at the hotel and he's a judge and my BF starts embarrassing himself again, the judge was nice to his face but when we were alone he told me he wanted to throttle my BF and that were never sharing a room again. So I have 4 hours before I get ready and I'm in tears and I call my little brother and he talks me through it and tells me I gotta do what I gotta do. So I do my face and have a tech rehearsal, when I get back he's passed out because he drank 4 fucking bottles of red. And I go down and perform on the verge of tears and unhappiness, it was in fucking believable, then I go back to the apartment to get changed and go to after party to let my hair down and he arrives dressed and completely coherent acting charming to all the other drag queens.
So the next day is Valentine's Day and I'm quiet as fuck because I'm hurt and I just want him to take me home, he's constantly saying he's sorry that he missed my show but it's because he's hung over and wants sympathy, on the way home n the car all he talks about is what he's going to do when he starts doing drag, what he's gonna wear and what songs he's gonna do, and I'm like yep , yep, yep.....acting as normal as I can so we get home in one piece.

I didn't want to break up with him on Valentine's Day but I feel like I need my space and I also feel like I have no love for him left and that for me to carry on with him would be a lie.

Happy Valentine's Day guys! Xoxo

Yeeah, you should consider it. Everything you've shared about this guy has been blah and he AND his family have been terrible to you. It's been no bueno for you. Do you, dude.

Posted by rockyroadicecream
Yeeah, you should consider it. Everything you've shared about this guy has been blah and he AND his family have been terrible to you. It's been no bueno for you. Do you, dude.

I promise to never hurt you if you ever do a drag show

xoxoxo baw