@firebunny
14 Years10,000+ Posts
I like my being 13
Then 9-11 happened
I was 14 then
14 through 16 were really terrible
17-19 were good
But overall I hate my teenage life
I had to deal with too many insecurities
I like my life right now
Everything’s wonderful
Except that I unintentionally sleep-deprive myself on weekends
Too much booze
Too much headbanging
Too much obsessing over men
Not enough space...not enough freedom
Wouldn't go back
😬
I had a blast my teenage years!
I was friends with a lot of random people - mostly the artsy/musician/skater/hippie dippie kids. I had a few besties who I stuck by for most my teenage years but I was always talking to randoms and getting to know em.
Although I was friendly and made friends easily, I was always a little bit of a loner, a little quiet and at times even shy - I was all for socializing when I felt like being so but the classes I enjoyed I actually tried to focus on and learn stuff. The ones I didn't care for were just a chance for me to screw off n chitchat with my friends.
Got in a little bit of trouble, oh well - memories right, haha.
My bestie and I did a lot of random things - we'd decide to go on a road trip n ditch our last classes or we'd go shopping at thrift stores/garage sales n wear the oddest clothing lol...instead of Junior Prom, my friends n I decided to have a party lol. We'd go to the beach/lake all the time, went camping and hiking and exploring things.
I loved it, even if I was/am a little bit of a weirdo, I had fun! As an adult it's hard to let loose as much as I used to cause of what we're "supposed to do" ya know...
From childhood until now still all bad. I mean I feel like I was suppose to survive and be strong. I never experienced happiness.
From childhood until now still all bad. I mean I feel like I was suppose to survive and be strong. I never experienced happiness.
I know I sound depressing but it is what is.
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