in a past life?
Who Were You...
Pfft... LOL
I find myself thinking of Robert Wulh in "The Hollywood Knights".
Lawrence, Lawrence of Arabia...
I find myself thinking of Robert Wulh in "The Hollywood Knights".
Lawrence, Lawrence of Arabia...
In retrospect I'm finding my previous comment rather rude. My apologies. My N has been acting up and I'm getting a little goofy with the fatigue. π’
You haven't seen Hollywood Knights? OMG get the film reels out! LOL It's kind of a classic here in America.
Picture what it's like to absolutely pissed(drunk) and so exhausted that you feel like you could pass out at any moment, and you have a little picture of what I feel like right now at the moment. I'm caught in that funky stage where I can't sleep/can't stay awake thanks to the weather change around here and it's driving me a little mad. I don't even care if it comes off as weak or not.
F it all.
Picture what it's like to absolutely pissed(drunk) and so exhausted that you feel like you could pass out at any moment, and you have a little picture of what I feel like right now at the moment. I'm caught in that funky stage where I can't sleep/can't stay awake thanks to the weather change around here and it's driving me a little mad. I don't even care if it comes off as weak or not.
F it all.
Posted by xPurrrHisssx
Someone seriously evil and fucked up, according to my chart. Retrogrades galore. Mars, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto.
Having a very strong Mars placement (exalted and in the 5th) that's retrograde is seriously weird and confusing, dude.
π±
That's very interesting. I think I would like to continue this train of thought when I'm a little more coherent. Do you ever "flashes" or memories from a past life? Or is it just interpretation from your current chart?
Posted by tiziani
Describes my night quite succinctly, actually. Although I imagine you've been working whereas I don't have that excuse.click to expand
Somewhat. I wish that was more of an excuse than it really is. But right now I'm just wishing I could switch over from one mode to the next. Or maybe that someone could crack me over the head with a baseball bat?
#offers?
*get*
Posted by starlover
I was a young woman in Paris who met an older man who was married...we were lovers but then i tired of him hiding me from his world so left him for another man
He wouldn't accept i left him and killed me by pushing me off the Eiffel Tower
Wow. That's quite the recollection. Is this something you've seen in dreams, interpreted from your chart, or other?
Posted by tiziani
Baseball bat each other at the same time? Iirc we both have the same reach
Perfect.
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Posted by xPurrrHisssx
TMV:
Yes, I get "flashes" of all sorts of things, especially when I'm not drinking. Past, present, and future. I get d?j?? vu all the time. I also get very strong vibes from people who are about to die or deal with an extremely serious illness...no joke. This has happened too many times for me to ignore. I thought I was just crazy, at first, but I get very specific, distinct vibes from random people who either have an illness I don't know about or are approaching death. It's not obvious to others or common sense, either. I'm talking people who are extremely healthy once day, then get diagnosed with ALS or some rare type of cancer at a relatively young age...it's disturbing.
Again, that's very interesting to me. Do you have aspects in your current chart that suggest healing powers or is it more based on intuition?
Posted by sandynads
A BAT TO THE HEAD WON'T KILL YA. π
It could in the right place with the right amount of force lol.
Posted by xPurrrHisssx
I have a lot of Chiron aspects, including Chiron conjunct MC. My therapist is always telling me I should be a therapist, lol!
Lol @ your therapist. I've often had thoughts along the same lines.
Chiron seems to be a prominent player in my chart as well. It's definitely more telling more than I would like it to be.
Posted by starlover
https://www.etsy.com/shop/SoulBrowse?ref=search_shop_redirect
This link just directed me towards chakra links?
Anyway, perhaps this man appeared more in control of the situation because he had been so in past scenarios? I am particularly interested in how we tell the difference between the facts of what may have happened before and what might have been conjured by imagination now. I'm not sure I can tell difference.
Posted by starlover
...and that relationship i was in is what people call *soul mates* LOL
*shivers*
Posted by xPurrrHisssx
Idk, maybe it's my Moon trine Chiron, or something.
That certainly sounds like a powerful aspect (forgive me I'm a little too lost to actually look it up and understand what I'm reading atm).
I have a grand trine between chiron sun and AC. I have a feeling that's why people like to unload on me like my face is plastered with a billboard that says "I'll listen".
My past life? probably some opium addicted Asian hermit π
My past life? probably some opium addicted Asian hermit π
Posted by xPurrrHisssxPosted by TMVPosted by xPurrrHisssx
Idk, maybe it's my Moon trine Chiron, or something.
That certainly sounds like a powerful aspect (forgive me I'm a little too lost to actually look it up and understand what I'm reading atm).
Lol, I'm actually reading about it now, here: http://astrofix.net/2010/07/08/moonchiron-aspects-brainstorm/#.UmOhiGS9Kc0
It's saying I'm "excruciatingly sensitive." How fun, LOL. πclick to expand
I've been told before that you have an uncanny ability to predict peoples' movements before they happen so I suppose that isn't much of a surprise. Some of the descriptions from that link sound a little plutonic in nature. I would be interested in hearing about the mother issue bits, or the emotional rebel parts, but only if that isn't an uncomfortable subject.
I think I was soldier of some kind in at least one past life. Maybe a CO. And as much as I hate to admit it because it sounds like I'm somehow uncomfortable with being a woman--which is absolutely untrue--I think I was also a male.
I have this image burned into my mind of standing before his group of assembled men and this stone building that I want to call a temple, and a woman in white with extraordinarily dark eyes that I think of as a priestess. It's all in a dry, arid climate, desert like. I've always had a strange affinity with swords too. Like I already know, without actually knowing, about length, weight, balance, and how to handle them appropriately. They feel right in my hands. Not the claymore or broadsword like what my ancestors would have used though. A more curved blade. I want to call it a scintar for some reason but google doesn't want to give me answers about that.
Posted by sandynadsPosted by aquasnoz
I have a grand trine between chiron sun and AC. I have a feeling that's why people like to unload on me like my face is plastered with a billboard that says "I'll listen".
My past life? probably some opium addicted Asian hermit π
IV 2 YODS INVOLVING CHIRON BUT SEE IDK IF IT COUNTS IN PATTERNS IT'S NOT A PLANET!click to expand
haha hey I didn't say I could help them π It does explain why people say I have a calming quality in person when I haven't said a god damn word. And those charity people on the streets, god they hound me down like they know I'm going to listen. Pisces mars gives in.
Posted by xPurrrHisssxPosted by aquasnoz
I have a grand trine between chiron sun and AC. I have a feeling that's why people like to unload on me like my face is plastered with a billboard that says "I'll listen".
My past life? probably some opium addicted Asian hermit π
Aww. Does it bother you, though?click to expand
Yeah it does, sometimes I want to be left alone because I don't have the answers and I want to tell them they're too stupid to work it out for themselves. Lucky that line of thought never escapes my filters.
Posted by aquasnoz
I have a grand trine between chiron sun and AC. I have a feeling that's why people like to unload on me like my face is plastered with a billboard that says "I'll listen".
My past life? probably some opium addicted Asian hermit π
LOL
I have trines between Chiron, Pluto, and my ASC. I don't want to call it a "grand trine" though since it all isn't in the same element, although, my Pluto is in Scorpio, Asc. less than a degree from Pisces, and Chiron less than a degree from Cancer. :/
I also--from what I can tell--have kites focusing on Chiron and Pluto coming off of my Asc.
I don't know for sure what that means though since I'm still learning to interpret the more technical details.
Posted by tizianiPosted by TMVPosted by tiziani
I've been having that desert dream for 3 years now.
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You know the one. It's been a while since you made that thread but you asked everyone what their mental landscape was. Mine was the desert and submarines in the sand. Also why I mentioned Lawrence of Arabia in this thread. I close my eyes and I often picture myself out in a Middle Eastern desert.click to expand
Yes, I remember that one. I had it pictured very clearly in my head lol. I'm about to get a case of the creeps though if we're thinking of the same thing and time period.
I should reincarnate that thread at some point. It was a good one. π
Posted by xPurrrHisssx
Wait, you've been told these things about me? Or did you mean yourself?
About you. I don't think we need to bring up in public the names of whom would have disclosed that information since I'm sure you already know.
π
Posted by TMV
I want to call it a scintar for some reason but google doesn't want to give me answers about that.
Ah! I finally found it! I was spelling it wrong this whole time.
#thankspubliceducation
It's a "scimitar". Derp. LOL
A scimitar (/??s??m??t??r/ or /??s??m??t??r/)[1] is a backsword or sabre with a curved blade, originating in Southwest Asia (Middle East). The Arabic term saif (?_?_??) translates to "sword" in general, but is normally taken to refer to the scimitar type of curved backsword in particular.
The curved sword or "scimitar" was widespread throughout the Muslim world from at least the Ottoman period (but a lot of similar sword like Zulfikar, al-Mikhdham, al-Qadib... etc. were already used by Arabs), with early examples dating to Abbasid era (9th century) Khurasan.[2][verification needed] The type harks back to the makhaira type of antiquity, but the Arabic term saif is a loan from Greek xiphos[verification needed] (the straight, double-edged sword of Greek antiquity). The Persian sword now called "shamshir" appears by the 12th century and was popularized in Persia by the early 16th century, and had "relatives" in Turkey (the kilij), the Mughal Empire (the talwar).
The curved sword, the sabre, is called muhaddab in Arabia and occurred after the Turkish Seljuk migration from Central Asia to Anatolia, popularizing the pre-existing Byzantine sabre designs for cavalry use, which influenced the entire region. The word shamshir is Persian and refers to a straight-edged sword as well as to a curved-edged sword, depending on the era of usage.
Scimitars were used in horse warfare because of their relatively light weight when compared to larger swords and their curved design, good for slashing opponents while riding on a horse. The curved design allowed riders to slash enemies and keep riding without getting stuck as stabbing with straight swords on horseback would.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scimitar
I have Moon/Chiron/Mars conjunct in 1st house. I have that death/illness connection too but I usually befriend these people before they or someone close to them dies, including my therapist. π’ All of my bffs had one of their parents die while we were friends.
I was a Geisha Madame in a past life. I was very, very cruel and did horrible things to the women around me.
Then, I was a slave who was repeatedly rapped by her owner. Had many of his children, was completely isolated and ostracized for falling in love with him.
Third times a charm π They say in esoteric astrology if you can master the emotional realm of Cancer... you don't have to come back to this shit hole.
Fingers crossed
I was a Geisha Madame in a past life. I was very, very cruel and did horrible things to the women around me.
Then, I was a slave who was repeatedly rapped by her owner. Had many of his children, was completely isolated and ostracized for falling in love with him.
Third times a charm π They say in esoteric astrology if you can master the emotional realm of Cancer... you don't have to come back to this shit hole.
Fingers crossed
Always famous Royalty.
Anne Boleyn, Marie Antoinette, Alexandra Romanov and so on
Anne Boleyn, Marie Antoinette, Alexandra Romanov and so on
Peter The Great
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