Writing a personal story?

After 5 years of therapy, I finally told my therapist I was molested by my sister and father.

My mom wants me to write down what happened. I feel like that's for her benefit only. I can't talk about the things that happened let alone write them down.

I resent my mother for not protecting me. She knew my sister had been sexually abused in foster care. She should have watched her better. I'm also upset at my mother for not believing me when I told her what my dad did. She didn't give me the benefit of the doubt. She didn't believe me because I was adopted by her and I was likely to be a problem child likw my brother and sister. (all 3 of us were adopted together.)

Because of this, I can't trust her. She believed my dad when he told her I was sleep walking and dreamt it all. I'm hurt by my mom and she's asking me to tell her everything that happened. I don't get it.

Posted by KillerGemini
After 5 years of therapy, I finally told my therapist I was molested by my sister and father.

My mom wants me to write down what happened. I feel like that's for her benefit only. I can't talk about the things that happened let alone write them down.

I resent my mother for not protecting me. She knew my sister had been sexually abused in foster care. She should have watched her better. I'm also upset at my mother for not believing me when I told her what my dad did. She didn't give me the benefit of the doubt. She didn't believe me because I was adopted by her and I was likely to be a problem child likw my brother and sister. (all 3 of us were adopted together.)

Because of this, I can't trust her. She believed my dad when he told her I was sleep walking and dreamt it all. I'm hurt by my mom and she's asking me to tell her everything that happened. I don't get it.

Wow, I am really sorry to hear of this.

Please be as honest as possible when getting this out of your system, and seek additional support from the Rape Crisis Center Counselors if necessary. They do have specialists who help people cope with molestation, and I again am really sorry.

I will say a prayer for you in church this Sunday.

😢

This is probably not the best place for this kind of issues. I do wish you find some balance to this though. Here you may get very odd responses.

You can express all your hurt feelings here. We are all anonymous here. You have every right to doubt your mom. No, you don't need to write them when you're not feeling to. Be strong. Behind the clouds, the sun is still shining.

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