Ganna Miss Her

Last week I found out my Grandmother, who I've never met, along with the rest of my father's side of the family, who all live in Armenia and Paris, is sick. Well, something happen in her head, that's all I know. I don't speak to my father but my older brother works for him and my father offered to buy a plane ticket if I agreed to visit my grandmother. I'm heading to Paris where I will meet my only existing two first cousins and jumping onto another plane from there with my female cousin. I've always been the only girl.
My kitty's babies are 12 days old today. And in 4 days I will be leaving! Beside that we were in the middle of moving. Well, at least, we found a place already and were suppose to start moving in 2-3 weeks. Oh yea, and I have to drop my swimming and weight training summer classes which I was looking forword to!
BUT what really makes me upset is that I wont be here to watch those adorible kittens become playful and energetic and make sweet little 'meow's. And my family, they love the cats but never to my lever to worry as seriously as I do, want to give the kittens away already. I know a few people personally who want to adopt and was hoping to find more kitty lovers before I left. And I despretely wanted them to stay with mommy for the two whole months they SHOULD stay with her! But Nooooo, I wont be here to prevent my family from getting rid of them as soon as I leave! GRRR I need to disguse this with my mother, give her directions, and plan out something, making her promise me she'll stick with it, otherwise she'll loose my trust and hurt me So Deeply! Oh yea lol I am so going to use guilt and her love for me to keep these kittens safe and sound where I want them!
I'm also worried about one of them. I named her Rhino becouse of her facial marks, and -then- I found out she's a girl. Haha I keep calling her Reeno though. Rhino has already opened her eyes. She's the biggest one in the bunch. I'm guessing she's going to be a big fluffy tom cat like the daddy. I'm worried that she might be blind because her eyes are dark coloured. I never got to get close enough to see daddy's eyes because we've never been properly introduced and I've never met his owners, my neighbors, either. So... what could it be? Could she have darker eyes? Or is it dark because the eyesight isn't fully developed yet? Or, 😢, could she possibly be blind? And some tips on testing her eye sight would be great!

I'd also like that add that my sweet Piso has been making me wonder.
She wont sit next to me, lay on me, but she's always sniffing my slippers and laying on top of them. Any shoe of mine actually. I always have my slippers next to my bed so at least she sleeps by me, if not with her babies.
Sometimes, when I'm just sitting, she would come over and lay infront of my feet with her head or arm or another part on my slippers. Kind of like claiming them. But at the same time I wonder why she stays just at my feet when she can sit next to me on the cozzy sofa! I would lift her and put her next to me but then she just jumps back down and leaves.
Today she had finally jumped up on my bed. But it was just to stand over my face and try to get me up so I could feed her.

Would she stay mad at me when I come back from my trip? I'll be gone a little over a month. Would she remember me? Would she give me the cold shoulder for a long while? I can see all that 😢
I slept over at a friends once while I had her (almost a year now) and when I came back I went out and called her over. She ALWAYS would run to me with affection vibrating in her throat. This time she just ignored me. And i had to go to her, pick her up, and win her over.

I hope she doesn't forget me at least :S