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I had a long and crazy dream last night to kick off Pisces season 😂

Im not sure if I can survive with meds, Ive been taking them since I was 18. But it’s possible one day. Im hoping.

Im not sensitive to noise, but I am to blood or gore. I can get very sick and squeamish just hearing something too gorey, I have to move around just to calm myself. Ive thrown up and almost fainted a couple times from hearing about and/or seeing something that was too graphic. When I was little I saw a cow head at the supermarket and was traumatized for days. I almost fainted once again and after that I never saw cows the same. That’s when I realized what happens to animals for us to get beef, pork etc.

that’s probably why I am pollotarian now haha

I cannot be out very long, especially now that Im older I have no idea why my energy is so low. I get sleepy after just one hour of being out. I also need alone time constantly or I will go crazy

Yep Sounds about right as a Pisces.

oh wow. You are very sensitive to things gory. I'm the same

way when it comes to food. certain contracts connected to some

of the foods I just can't and won't merge with anymore as an adult..

I don't think I understood though. You are saying you are not able to

take meds or you are able to take meds?

Oh I mean I have been taking meds for depression since I was 18, so Im not sure how Id do without taking them. A part of me wants to go off them but another part of me scared 😣

oh oh ok. Hmm... maybe you could start with lighter dosage?

I've been on calming/non anxiety supplements now and they help a lot

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I don't like taking any supplements and I don't have anxiety anymore but I did try St.John's Wort for a month or two and it def worked to make me feel calmer generally

oooo, thank you for letting me know about this one. it's new to me.

I've been interested and taking herbs/supplements a bit recently

{i've} Just been seeing how certain ones affect me and to what extent.

What helped or made you stop?

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Sorry, I didn't get a notification from your reply either 🤦‍♂️

If you look at reviews for St.John's wort there is strong evidence it is effective so I would recommend it, not that I have anything to compare it with

What helped with anxiety? Acceptance, I think. I know that's a bit of a general answer but most anxiety seems to be from not considering yourself to be the right person, in the right place, doing the right thing etc and you fear it

I guess I stopped trying to be the person I think I should be and started being the person I am, warts and all

In this culture people are always trying to tell you what you should be and do. How you should rise above things, how you should achieve your dreams, how you should be a wonderful human being full of love and happiness etc

It's all great in theory but what if all that happens is you get anxious that you are NOT those things?

It's like going to the gym. You want to be strong and fit but you're weak and unfit right now. If you load the bar up with heavy weights all that is going to happen is you will fail to lift it and perhaps hurt yourself. You need to accept your weakness and say "this is all I can do right now". Lift those tiny weights. In a month's time, you will be lifting slightly heavier weights and so on. It's a journey and when on a journey you can't focus on your destination or you'll drive yourself mad with frustration, angst and probably despair. Be where you are, be who you are and have faith that you can find your way

Lol, my thoughts on the matter 🤷‍♂️ I think it is important to do what you are able to and also I think it is important to accept what you are NOT able to do and allow yourself to have limitations, they will make you feel comforted and oddly, more free. Like in the lifting weights analogy, understand that your weakness is a temporary reality but it is important to accept yourself first and say "even if I never get stronger then so be it, this is who I am" and then you'll probably find you DO get stronger but you need to relieve the stress of expectancy first

As a meta-example, I can re-read this post I just made and think "hmm not sure I entirely gave the message there that I intended to" but for me, it is important to let it go and allow myself to make "mistakes" and put it out there. You can't be right all the time, it's okay to make mistakes and be less than noble, or whatever... idk this is all my conscious pouring out stuff but you get my general drift, I hope. Be easy on yourself. You might find that you never become that strong and fit person, then so be it - be a fat person who gets to eat a lot of delicious cake 🤷‍♂️😅

Yeah, acceptance does help. I agree.

I know I get real bad anxiety when driving in traffic. People here where I live

are all about rushing and being on you. They are not considerate and just want

to go where they have to go as quickly as possible even if that means shoving you off the road.

I really don't understand the need to speed. I just don't. on a 55mph road and people want to do 90mph.

Everyone does the "follow the speed of traffic" and ignores the actual speed limit. I'm not a follower and

I just want to be safe. It's madness. I really appreciate what you have here though.

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Yeh. You have a very peaceful thing about you so rushing to get somewhere prob doesn't suit you 😁 I don't even drive but my Virgo friend turns into a monster when she gets behind the wheel... beeping her horn, swearing at people (inside the car thankfully), saying "come on come onnnnnnn!!!" like it gets stressful sitting there in the passenger seat lol
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lol. your Virgo Friend.

and you know the funny thing? hahaha

The energy of Aries -------IS MY 3RD HOUSE!!-------

Yeah, it cusp The house of short distance travel! Soooooooooooo.... yeeah....

I have like 4 tickets under my belt when I was younger,

--me racing and not caring. I had to go go go.

So, I guess I should be a bit more understanding

with all the nightriders and van diesels around here.

But still... it's just like, wow...most adults have to speed? sigh*

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Also, do you feel as though you need medication or some type of substance to live in this world? Do you feel as though it's easier to cope in this realm with it?

No meds, no! Though my hardest drug is coffee. Ahhh the sweet taste of morning, freshly brewed concoction! 🤤 And yes, it is absolutely easier to cope with the world after a quite start to the day where I can enjoy said potion in perfect silence! 😌
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Are you sensitive to noise, energy, and or people around you? Can you stay out and about all day or do you have a limit? I do my best to go out early before the sun rise. It's easier for me, too much energy afterwards like it is now.

Absolutely! Older I get, more sensitive I've become. I was just pondering the other day how way back when, I could not stand a day go by without music. These days on the other hand, the only noise I welcome is birds chirping...until later in the evening where I may or may not switch the boob tube on. Dealing with people has & it always will be draining. Rare is the individual whose company I find energizing! But I push through....

Coffee!!! Yes I love it 😩 I need it every morning to boost my energy. How do you take your coffee?

I love lattes. I even have an espresso machine at home 😂

And I love the sound of birds chirping too! My grandparents complains about them every morning but I love it!

Nothing like a peaceful morning drinking coffee outside with birds chirping 🥰
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Geez, I'm responding with a delay....

Anyway... to answer your question, I grew up on turkish coffee....with a splash of cream & sugar



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Gotta hold my mom responsible for introducing this addiction to me 🙃

Since relocating from my homeland many moons ago, my habits of consuming coffee also changed & I swapped to your standard brewed in the coffee machine. Past few years I switched to instant simply due to the amount of acidity in the regular coffee. Was messing with my gut flora.

I do enjoy a ice capped latte in summer though 😋



I'm listening to the birds chirping on the tree in front of my window right now. All else seems to be muffled due to the overnight snowfall 😁
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Also, do you feel as though you need medication or some type of substance to live in this world? Do you feel as though it's easier to cope in this realm with it?

No meds, no! Though my hardest drug is coffee. Ahhh the sweet taste of morning, freshly brewed concoction! 🤤 And yes, it is absolutely easier to cope with the world after a quite start to the day where I can enjoy said potion in perfect silence! 😌
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Are you sensitive to noise, energy, and or people around you? Can you stay out and about all day or do you have a limit? I do my best to go out early before the sun rise. It's easier for me, too much energy afterwards like it is now.

Absolutely! Older I get, more sensitive I've become. I was just pondering the other day how way back when, I could not stand a day go by without music. These days on the other hand, the only noise I welcome is birds chirping...until later in the evening where I may or may not switch the boob tube on. Dealing with people has & it always will be draining. Rare is the individual whose company I find energizing! But I push through....

ARGUS: No meds, no! Though my hardest drug is coffee. Ahhh the sweet taste of morning, freshly brewed concoction! 🤤 And yes, it is absolutely easier to cope with the world after a quite start to the day where I can enjoy said potion in perfect silence! 😌

AJU: see. So peaceful (:

and droolin all over that coffee hahaha.

I love it in the winter. I can't do it in hotter seasons for some reason.

ARGUS: Absolutely! Older I get, more sensitive I've become. I was just pondering the other day how way back when, I could not stand a day go by without music. These days on the other hand, the only noise I welcome is birds chirping...until later in the evening where I may or may not switch the boob tube on. Dealing with people has & it always will be draining. Rare is the individual whose company I find energizing! But I push through....

AJU: Yep. I am the same. The older I get, the more silence I tend to appreciate and even sounds of nature.

People or friends that drain me I just....I'm sorry. I just can't anymore...

Behhh … I’m not sure why it m hardly getting notifications that someone replied/quoted me but it’s becoming really annoying!

LoL @ “I just can’t anymore!” 😂

Most of my life I worked in a dental field and by the end of the my head would literally be buzzing with the sounds of high speed drills, patients talking like they are energizer bunnies, endless phone ringing etc etc, so by the time I’d come home, eventually everyone leaned to give me good 30mins without addressing me AT ALL !!!

The sound of silence is entirely underrated! ♥️

ARGUS that will be the death of this thread too I'm assuming.

I don't think anyone here is getting any notifications from me.

is it just happening to me and in this thread? I bet it's just me

and I'm just responding for no reason. sigh* I truly think the admin of this site just...

doesn't have the best intentions for me here. I'm sorry for the inconvenience of all this

and I hope you will be able to read this response.

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wow I also know another pisces friend who is a dentist too.

that would kill my head. for that buzzing to go on and on.



but YES, the sound of silence. I truly believe that in itself is Pisces.

going into nothingness, going into the void, 12th house.

Perhaps you might find it reassuring that I have not been receiving any notifications for replies/quoting for some time now. What is even more odd is that sometimes, completely random posts are not visible one minute only to appear hours & sometimes days later.

So indeed, this is getting rather frustrating for it completely defeats the purpose of the notification system. Reminds me of them “good ol’ days” when there was no notifications AT ALL and one would have to browse through all the threads one posted in just to see if anyone responded/quoted your comment 😂

I still have hope for the survival of your thread even though the speed/frequency with which people comment on may be slightly impaired. Hopefully temporary. 🤞🏼

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ohh ok. well... I guess I'll lower my bazooka from dxp then. ( -_-)o\\ thought it was just me.

When did you start Dxp? I don't remember not ever using the notifications—

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Ugh... it's been a long, looooong time ago before time itself existed lol 😆

Joking of course, I joined in November 2011 ...and they dare say Pisces don't have staying power...peeffttt!!!

P.S. I do so love that gif 🌊 🙂
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Also, do you feel as though you need medication or some type of substance to live in this world? Do you feel as though it's easier to cope in this realm with it?

No meds, no! Though my hardest drug is coffee. Ahhh the sweet taste of morning, freshly brewed concoction! 🤤 And yes, it is absolutely easier to cope with the world after a quite start to the day where I can enjoy said potion in perfect silence! 😌
Posted by xxAjuxx

Are you sensitive to noise, energy, and or people around you? Can you stay out and about all day or do you have a limit? I do my best to go out early before the sun rise. It's easier for me, too much energy afterwards like it is now.

Absolutely! Older I get, more sensitive I've become. I was just pondering the other day how way back when, I could not stand a day go by without music. These days on the other hand, the only noise I welcome is birds chirping...until later in the evening where I may or may not switch the boob tube on. Dealing with people has & it always will be draining. Rare is the individual whose company I find energizing! But I push through....

ARGUS: No meds, no! Though my hardest drug is coffee. Ahhh the sweet taste of morning, freshly brewed concoction! 🤤 And yes, it is absolutely easier to cope with the world after a quite start to the day where I can enjoy said potion in perfect silence! 😌

AJU: see. So peaceful (:

and droolin all over that coffee hahaha.

I love it in the winter. I can't do it in hotter seasons for some reason.

ARGUS: Absolutely! Older I get, more sensitive I've become. I was just pondering the other day how way back when, I could not stand a day go by without music. These days on the other hand, the only noise I welcome is birds chirping...until later in the evening where I may or may not switch the boob tube on. Dealing with people has & it always will be draining. Rare is the individual whose company I find energizing! But I push through....

AJU: Yep. I am the same. The older I get, the more silence I tend to appreciate and even sounds of nature.

People or friends that drain me I just....I'm sorry. I just can't anymore...

Behhh … I’m not sure why it m hardly getting notifications that someone replied/quoted me but it’s becoming really annoying!

LoL @ “I just can’t anymore!” 😂

Most of my life I worked in a dental field and by the end of the my head would literally be buzzing with the sounds of high speed drills, patients talking like they are energizer bunnies, endless phone ringing etc etc, so by the time I’d come home, eventually everyone leaned to give me good 30mins without addressing me AT ALL !!!

The sound of silence is entirely underrated! ♥️

ARGUS that will be the death of this thread too I'm assuming.

I don't think anyone here is getting any notifications from me.

is it just happening to me and in this thread? I bet it's just me

and I'm just responding for no reason. sigh* I truly think the admin of this site just...

doesn't have the best intentions for me here. I'm sorry for the inconvenience of all this

and I hope you will be able to read this response.

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wow I also know another pisces friend who is a dentist too.

that would kill my head. for that buzzing to go on and on.



but YES, the sound of silence. I truly believe that in itself is Pisces.

going into nothingness, going into the void, 12th house.

Perhaps you might find it reassuring that I have not been receiving any notifications for replies/quoting for some time now. What is even more odd is that sometimes, completely random posts are not visible one minute only to appear hours & sometimes days later.

So indeed, this is getting rather frustrating for it completely defeats the purpose of the notification system. Reminds me of them “good ol’ days” when there was no notifications AT ALL and one would have to browse through all the threads one posted in just to see if anyone responded/quoted your comment 😂

I still have hope for the survival of your thread even though the speed/frequency with which people comment on may be slightly impaired. Hopefully temporary. 🤞🏼

☺️

ohh ok. well... I guess I'll lower my bazooka from dxp then. ( -_-)o\\ thought it was just me.

When did you start Dxp? I don't remember not ever using the notifications—

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Ugh... it's been a long, looooong time ago before time itself existed lol 😆

Joking of course, I joined in November 2011 ...and they dare say Pisces don't have staying power...peeffttt!!!

P.S. I do so love that gif 🌊 🙂
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Lol 😆

Oh ok. Wow so 2011. I wish I had been on that long.

I don't think I noticed dxp until 2012 vaguely but understood what it was and finally joined 3 years later.

And thank you, Argus 🙂

I hope to be like this wave. Calming.

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I used to listen to the second song on repeat. It’s good stuff 👍
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Me too. Me too. I love that one so much.

I actually forgot about it and found it

recently again the day before I posted it here

--and the video goes with it so perfectly*

This one and the one above [faded]

has brought me a lot of peace.



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