Help with this Pisces man

I recently found this forum and wanting some kind of advice for my complicated relationship with my Pisces ex from you guys (plz kindly help ;_😉
It was a long distance relationship to begin with. I live in Texas, he's in Cal. I was the one who confessed first. He was in shock but really happy. The first two years together we were the happiest ldr couple we ever know, even though there were a lot of ups and downs. We fitted perfectly and even made plans together for the future. But then....
Last summer we got into a huge argument. After that I gave him space because I thought I always suffocated him. On the other hand, he thought I was giving him the silent treatment. And then more arguments (it was like domino affects =.=). He eventually got tired of my bs including raging, cussing, even begging (not so healthy i know) and became really detached, saying "I don't have any feeling for you". I got so heartbroken and depressed, considering he was the only person I trusted and love (I still love and hate him).
After awhile when everything seems to calm down, when I feel comfortable to move on, he messaged me and told me how sorry he was and how he wanted us to be together again. I was actually tired of being alone and came back with him. Funny, it lasted for 1 days when we argued again. And this sh*t happens more than 10 times already because I still love him and it's hard to imagine being with someone else. He just msged me today at 3freakingAM telling how he wants to change for me. Right now I'm questioning his intention. Does he wants me back just to get through the lonely holidays or just simply being an asshole because despite the fact that I still love him (or do I?), sometimes thinking about how horrible he makes me feel just makes me to kick his ass, literally.
He has Sun in Pisces, Moon Aquarius, Taurus Asc, Venus Capr
And I'm a scorpio, Cancer moon, Libra Asc, Venus, Mars, n Jupiter in Sag ;_;

Posted by honeyhair
He eventually got tired of my bs including raging, cussing, even begging (not so healthy i know) and became really detached, saying "I don't have any feeling for you".

Posted by honeyhair
I got so heartbroken and depressed, considering he was the only person I trusted and love (I still love and hate him).

Posted by honeyhair
Right now I'm questioning his intention. Does he wants me back just to get through the lonely holidays or just simply being an asshole because despite the fact that I still love him (or do I?), sometimes thinking about how horrible he makes me feel just makes me to kick his ass, literally.

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boy, he's got you all twisted up and turned around, doesn't he...

this all sounds like normal Pisces behaviour if you ask me...

care to reveal what sign you are? if it's posted somewhere, i apologize...i must have overlooked it...

--Jack

Posted by honeyhair
He eventually got tired of my bs including raging, cussing, even begging (not so healthy i know) and became really detached

Cue Pisces swimming to another pond. Don't know if that relationship materialized at any point - did you meet, how often etc...or it was only a fantasy. However, I wouldn't hold any hope.

Posted by honeyhair

He has Sun in Pisces, Moon Aquarius, Taurus Asc, Venus Capr
And I'm a scorpio, Cancer moon, Libra Asc, Venus, Mars, n Jupiter in Sag ;_;

We used to talk every day, every waking hour. He would got mad if I replied slow and vice versa. I know this relationship sounds like a fantasy but we both wanted it to happens. So yeah

No, I meant..did you actually see each other? How often etc?

Some people never meet each other and still think they're in a LDR.

We never met actually... But i don't think that's the case here lol
We trusted each other and rarely argued about me or him cheated. It's just about me being clingy and angry all the time while he doesn't want to resolve anything; and also our lives fell apart because of works and study, we just didn't fit in each other lives' anymore. Those are what we argued about. Hope you understand...

There was never a relationship. Just a Long Distance contact of innocent flirting.
The Venuses and Moon signs seem incompatible as well.

You seem emotional and impulsive.
He seems grounded and practical.

No dreamy 'fishing' interpretation, here.

He shouldn't have to resolve anything. It's you who should look after your own emotions.

You never met so...fantasy land from there on.

Everything was in my head I guess... Thanks for the comments and advice

Posted by honeyhair
We never met actually... But i don't think that's the case here lol
We trusted each other and rarely argued about me or him cheated. It's just about me being clingy and angry all the time...

You two never met each other. In my case if that happened and I got tiredof a girls bs (aactually recently it had been with a scorp), and ESPECIALLY if I haven't met her other than the first time we met, I'd pack my bags and leave it. Yeah it Sucked because there are some deep feelings, but with a fixed moon sign whenever a decision is made its hard to change it. Near impossible in some cases.

Hate to let you down like this but im calling it like I see it.

Oops. Replied to late!

Posted by honeyhair
We never met actually...

you've never even met—

lol you should consider writing novels for a living...

i totally bought into that story as if it were happening in "real" life, broke it down for you and all type of shit 😛

--Jack

Posted by honeyhair
We never met actually...

Online dating axiom:
If you don't meet, it's a fantasy.
(i.e. it's not a relationship)

Source: much time reading the forums at plentyoffish dot com.