OB Pisces...Walk with me, Talk with me

Thanks for caring! I had a pisces before and he was totally different from this guy. I guess that's why they call you guys the sign of smoke and mirrors! I am SO happy to hear that you and your Cancer are doing good...I have a question for you though...Why are you afraid of his love?

It does seem like he is attatched to me in some weird way because sometimes I can tell he is revealing a side of himself to me that others might not be privvy to. On the other hand, there seems to be a very dark & manipulative side to him that I haven't really seen, but I know it's there. Call it intutition.

For instance this weekend...I called him early afternoon and said Are you busy, he said yeah, I said call me back later. He called back, but when he did, he said I was calling to talk to you because I hadn't heard from you today. I said yes you did, I called earlier...He said oh I must have been so busy I forgot.

BULLCRAP! I am thinking...Is he mixing me up with one of his other women or did he really forget that I called him. I didn't say my name, so I don't know what the deal is. Then this morning when I said I miss you, he always usually says I miss you too baby...but he didn't say anything until I changed the subject. Was he in front of his boys and didn't want to be embarrassed by being mushy, or was he with another girl?

I CANT KEEP UP!

SO I decided...although he needs to "make dough"...I need companionship. I can take care of myself, so I don't need his money. I don't want to hurt him, but I am tired of being alone. I am going to date other people while he is not here because I gotta start looking out for myself... it's like he always says he lives for making himself happy so I am trying to make myself happy. What he don't know won't hurt him, and if he finds out then OH FREAKING WELL! He should be here for me.

Thanks for listening to me!

I still love PISCES!

Cancerlady