RLester
@RLester
20 Years
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You need to experience new things. New environment, new daily activities, which will introduce you to new men and basically just do all new things.
Your karma is stagnant now, it is like a pond that hasn't been purified and now there is just too much crap (mental, emotional, spiritual). You need to purify.... meaning, like I said, changing as many things abouy your daily and personal life as possible to get your mind off this thing. Because what this thing is... is over, it is a relationship that has taken its course to the end now, God knows it, the piece of crap knows it, the only thing is you don't know it, and you trying to hols onto it is what is causing you so much pain.
Think of it this way... this may be a bad analogy but here it is... imagine a freeway filled with cars going southbound. You are the car trying to drive backwards northbound against all the traffic and so everything is resisting you. Get it ? Its like Karma. Everything in your life is telling you to go with the flow... release... let God take control again... but you insist on driving backwards against traffic. You're going against nature and fate and destiny. GO WITH THE FLOW.
So this weekend, go for a walk, take your kids to do something special (Oh yeah, DON'T EVER snap at your kids or lose your temper with them or take out your mental frustrations on them. They need a mother and you have a HOLY RESPONSIBILITY to make sure that their lives are happy and that you put them on their correct path in life so that they can be happy. NEVER, NEVER let your situation affect them, it's not fair. They have lots of potential for happiness and you need to support that, never let them see you sad, show them that MOM can be strong so that they will be strong in life.
So I guess that's all I have. #1 you need to completely clean up your reality, for your kids' sake and for your sake because good things are in store for you, I guarantee it. Great things have to happen to balance out bad things that happen, it is a fact of life, good and bad things have to balance each other out. SO you have a lot of good things in store.
#2 Put the car back in drive, release and let God hanle things, and take the next offramp, it will take you where you need to go, because the exit that you missed (the piece of crap Virgo) you missed for a reason.
Be at Peace,
Virgo 11