Where?

I have studied deeply the fish philosophy, and I find that I am confused. In the past I experienced a mystical love with a bow girl and then I met a lion girl who broke my heart to pieces and lowered my self-confidence to exhaustion. All I wanted was to love her, but I felt strange feelings, I felt a strong longing for love, maybe even God, but since they were two years old and I felt that my ego was so weakened, I was lost, I do not know what I am anymore. Just here but some to another reality. Does anyone identify?

we can hold on to the past way TOO much!

Leo is a no no for us fish, and as for the bow I have no experience.

And yes, we long for a true love, a connection and you will find that the most difficult thing for us fish..... does anyone understand us enough to provide us with our 'dream' relationship? Doubtful I am afraid!

Not sure how old you are, but you sound young? The biggest thing I have learnt as a Fish is that I hold on to memories far tooooooo long AND that I need to manage my expectations of others....... it's a big thing in being able to understand another person!