Am I Cursed For Life?

Hello, I have a legit question, and that is am I cursed in the aspect of love/relationship pretty much forever?

I have Sun in Virgo, Moon in Pisces, Ascendant in Scorpio.

Additionally, I have Mercury in Virgo, but more importantly, I have Venus AND Mars BOTH in Scorpio.

I already know plenty about my sun and moon so not much information is needed in that aspect, but I have recently been doing more research on Venus and Mars and honestly it's very scary for me not only how deathly accurate of a description of me it is but also because of how I feel that nobody in this world will or could ever handle all that or understand me. I'm a very very giving person, I live to please, to serve, and to make people happy (Virgo aspects) and I am highly and deeply sensitive and sensual and overly emotional and I feel way way way way WAY too much (pisces moon).

Additionally, all the Scorpio aspects I have, I think have really screwed me over. I am indeed very sexual, very possessive, obsessive, jealousy type, controlling, and extremely intimate to a point where it's smothering. I desire a deep deep body mind and soul bond with a partner and I am extremely intense and just "too much". I'm very very into love and passion and intensity and I will put my 150% into it and that person and it would be a consuming passionate love which is absolutely incredible but I feel like that's too much for most people and I don't think anybody really could handle it or put up with it...

You can definitely call me "crazy or obsessive or demanding or intense or overly passionate, etc etc etc" and I feel like to people who understand and have this in them they realize the normality of it and it isn't odd or crazy or weird to them and it's actually the greatest thing ever. But the thing is that most people aren't like me and I doubt most people will have such a placement like mars and venus both in scorpio.

Do you guys think I'm just simply "too much" and that most people cannot and will not handle this? It's too crazy or obsessive? Too deep? I feel as if i'm kind of just honestly "too much" for most people and I definitely can see why somehow would call me absolutely crazy or something when it comes to matters of love and I 100% understand it. My question is, what the heck do I do? Am I cursed? Am I doomed for a single life because of this overbearing intensity and obsession? Is there any type of person out there that can satisfy me but at the same time be stable enough to live a normal day to day life as per my sun in virgo?

I'm just very confused, concerned and lost and I feel like I will never truly find THAT partner because I feel like I'm simply too much and most ppl would think it's weird or i'm crazy/insane etc. And I know I can get a lot girls if I wanted to but that's really not my goal and I really want that one gem, but the type of people that I am attracted to and the types of people I NEED/WANT are very different and I don't think there will ever be a mutual coming together between the two.

Is Mars and Venus in Scorpio a craze curse?

No...we all have our counterparts

You listed several things that are impossible for someone to live with in a partnership.

So...my sugar coated answer is there is someone for everyone.

My real answer is you should get a grasp on yourself.

My real answer is you should get a grasp on yourself.

This is so accurate.

I know how scorpio placements feel and I know how Moon in Pisces is as well.

You are not. You have a deep and powerful energy, use it wisely and put it into something incredible. As you afore mentioned many people don't understand you that's because you have the gut to achieve great things... you can do it, why is that a curse?.The one you are looking will come eventually when you've really found yourself and purpose. Can you do it?

My Pisces Moon advice here. Don't flow against the current, swim intensely, feel the temperature of water, see the fish around you, see how the water changes its color, just flow.

You know how that can be possible right?

Virgo sun, Pisces moon, Scorpio ascendant here too. My Venus is in Scorpio in the 12th! And my Mars is in cancer in the 8th! But my match ultimately ended up being a Scorpio sun, Libra moon, Scorpio ascendant, virgo Venus, and Scorpio Mars. Try similar placements maybe?