iphegenia
@iphegenia
9 Years
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I was on and off with this this guy. Before this argument, about two weeks ago, he never blocked me. But it seems that he has blocked me on his phone and WhatsApp now.
I felt used because he doesn't care about my emotional or hell...even sexual needs so after about 3 years of back and forth I finally snapped. He was very selfish, sexually. But I persisted hoping he would change one day. He never did so I snapped over text. He also asked me if I had ever had an orgasm in person during our last meeting, I told him no because I didn't want to hurt his feelings but when I snapped at him over text message the day after, I told him yes many times, but with my ex. Did this hurt him enough to block me? I mean, since he doesn't care at all about my sexual needs, why would this hurt him and why would he ask me such a question when the answer is obvious?? Although I apologized for mentioning the fact that my ex made me orgasm, but no point since I seem blocked on his phone and WhatsApp.
Will he forgive me? I love him but I am not sure I want him back since I seem to resent his presence in my life. I always feel used by him. I just want to move on but I can't knowing I must have hurt him enough for him to block me. He is also 18 years older than me. I don't know if that matters.
Please help.
His birthday is coming up on Jan 31st. Should I send him a birthday card or something saying sorry? No matter what he did to me, I care about him and even though I no longer see a future with him, I don't want to live on knowing I hurt him enough for him to block me.
I feel very restless. Any advice please?
He is an Aquarius sun, cancer moon, saggitarius rising with venus in pisces. I am a Virgo sun, leo moon and libra rising.