BiCancer&BiLEO

unless she was to tell me what she wants openly..the last message I sent her said I am not mad but disappointed in myself but I respect your wishes. Im not the ass hole I came off to be if u change ur mind call me. I asked often about u handling this bc loss gets harder and harder for me each time even tho it seems it wud be easier. Thanks for the challenge and inspiration see u at the top of the world...should i have left it this way or let her know i felt this is the wrong decision for both of us... bc its obv we both have a deep connection...

she told me she would never leave just bc I was in love with her so did she leave bc I wasnt and deep down she had feelings for me.

Whats going on here I am so confused? Do I go chase her and get her back? Do I contact her weeks later?

I am also wondering is she putting off her feelings for me by making me feel like its me? Does she want a friend in me or more?

...why did you make 3 separate posts for this? :/