Pisces & Aries

Names Branden.
I'm Pisces, she is Aries.
Alright, heres my story.

I met this girl, outstanding I must say (in my opinion). For me, it was a gasper and a question how I did it. Anyways, we liked eachother, I wasn't direct about sexual contact, I wanted her badly, but also wanted the approval before moving on. I know girls dont like to ask, or admit they want something like that. Stupid on my part. We moved past that point.
We put our relationship on hold. She then met someone who she used to take her places and her friends, and hit up for money, she NEVER did this to me, she would have me hang on to my money, and everything that was mine. I know she used him, I dont see where she used me.
Too make this long story short...I saw her so little to were my heart grew fond of her greatly. To find out, this guy was now her boyfriend, I was not ready to let go or give up. This guy was trying before but wasn't able to succeed becuase she chose me over him. I, as a pisces, pleaded my love, pleaded my case of any problems we had and promised to never let it happen again. I did flip out in the beginning calling her names pertaining to the situation. (Liar, cheater, BS, etc...). There was a night, I explained what she had done, why did I deserve it, and she and I were crying. I became selfish for the first time, and told her I want you to break up with Robert. Everytime, I see this girl when we talk about this subject, she has that look in her eyes that she wants to be with me. I can honeslty say she was contemplating without a doubt of leaving him. I came over one night late, still fighting for her heart, trust and love. The first girl I told "I Love you" too. She was a little hot tempered probably becuase I was annoying her with all these late nights coming overs, bugging her, etc....
Then the best moment I've had with any girl in my entire life. She still had a boyfriend at the time. She was telling me she had to go in becuase it was late, etc... She gave me a hug, I didn't let go. I can remember the smell of her hair, and the texture of her cheek on mine. My hug felt stronger then hers, but maybe thats just me. I kissed her cheek, then holding her by her elbows, not letting her leave, facing me, hesitant to kiss. We put our foreheads together, swaying them back and forth, hesitant to kiss, she kissed my upper lip then nose, and I kept juking back and forth to kiss her becuase I was hesitant if she'd let me. She stood on her tippy t

She stood on her tippy toes, wrapped her arms around my neck, kissing me, doing the things I enjoy when we make out. She then said she had to go, and I told her "I'm serious, I dont wanna let go, I'm not ready". She also admitted he was ugly and she used him for rides, but was with him. I told her, I was here first, I'm first. She said, I know it sounds bad for me to say this, but "wait for me". I love both of you, you make me feel like the most special person in the world, and I love you for that. This moment gave me alot of hope, I wanted to see her again! Her best friend invites me to a basketball game becuase they are cheerleaders, so I went with some friends, then also lady friends show up and it was bugging her from what I could see. Through this whole experience I was able to get her to admit(multiple times) she wanted to see me, and she would go behind her BF's back to see me. We made it sound as if we were friends but we both know what was really on the table.
Later on, I get a text msg from her after we were planning to hang out, "Can you please stop going to our games?", I said why? she responds with a "Robert wont go if you go." This guy, feels completely threatend from me, from what I hear, he throws tantroms, if my name is brought up, even cries. I asked her "How am I supposed to be your friend as you asked" she said we dont have to be friends." (Remember, I flipped out on her kind of frequestly, and asked for forgiveness. So I think she was sick of the BS.) She said she didn't have a choice. I told her, its her choice, not his, I wont force you to do things like he does, I'll still be your friend, let me know when you can be mine" This is were we have stopped speaking since. I'm the type of person, who lies to himself to make myself feel better for the moment, and get often confused. I want this girl back, and I want to know what I need to do. I did it once without knowing, I almost did it again, then I gave up, but now I realized I'm not going to, but I'm not going to limit anyone else as well from me. I do not know what it is that makes me want her.

The first and the last...Hmmm this should be interesting

For a moment I thought I was in a really good novel