@LadyJuicy
11 Years
Really missing him......
Posted by LadyJuicy
Been in my feeling lately really missing dude. After breaking things off a few weeks ago... Today really hit me that maybe it wasn't meant to be and never will be. I'm just so tired of giving and giving in my relationships and receiving less back (caring, love, etc.)....... No matter how many people I meet and talk to it's just not him. I pray and tell myself to just focus on myself and get money (like th men say)...... But it's easier said then done!!!Why does breaking have to be so bad? ??
True, easier said than done. I, myself, went through a rough break up recently. To me, break ups are like withdrawal for drug addicts. You feel and ache for the very person that's toxic for you. It does get better with the help of family and friends. I surrounded myself with close friends who had nothing but a positive outlook in life. I know that you know you'll get through this. You've already realized things weren't meant to be and never will be. You're on the right path :-) Wish you all the best
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Thank you ?! I hang with family and friends but then when I get home to my bed, the memories hit me. I am trying to stay focused and not think about it but it's hard. I feel like he doesn't care how he hurt me and I think if I had closure and a apologize I would probably be able to move on faster and not prolong the hurt I feel.
Hang in there lady juicy. You don't need to know "why" it didn't work out, you may never know "why" and would you even want to know "why."
It's all in God's plan, just believe it, and time from now, this will be a blessing in disguise. Seriously.
Much love take care of U!
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Been in my feeling lately really missing dude. After breaking things off a few weeks ago... Today really hit me that maybe it wasn't meant to be and never will be. I'm just so tired of giving and giving in my relationships and receiving less back (caring, love, etc.)....... No matter how many people I meet and talk to it's just not him. I pray and tell myself to just focus on myself and get money (like th men say)...... But it's easier said then done!!!
Why does breaking have to be so bad? ??