synastry reading

hi, good evening everyone. I'm new in here so i don't know how does it works. But i'm here cause i'd like to know more about my relationship through the astrology, i really trust it. Me and my partner are in a relationship a 3 years ago which went through ups and downs but we're stable now, i mean all the old problems were solved. But recently he moved to his natal country to work and live there. I'm trying to go there to be with him as soon as possible but i feel that everything is changed, we're keeping the relationship but i don't feel loved as i were before. Everytime we broke up i was the guilty and now it feels like i'm paying for the wrong things i've made. i regret it because i'm sure i want him. i feel like i belong to him and i can't imagine me with another person having the same powerfull and intense relationship. i know it sounds very melodramatic but that's the way i see things.

Notes: we're a gay couple and i've never knew how to read a synastry in this case because it should be dfferent than in a straight couple ocassion

here are our natal charts

[url=http://postimg.org/image/xftqd1wyx/]http://s20.postimg.org/xftqd1wyx/miguel.jpg[/url]

http://s20.postimg.org/cvowekh7x/miguel.gif

[url=http://postimg.org/image/ggkrxslrd/]http://s20.postimg.org/ggkrxslrd/astro_w2gw_02_alphi_hp_81497_48138.jpg[/url]

http://s20.postimg.org/eort2w2el/astro_w2gw_02_alphi_hp_81497_48138.gif

hope someone has something to say. cheers!