I am dating with Sag man for one and half years. I live one and 45 min away by car. I am a single mum so I know when I can see him. We used to meet quite often but from two months ago he started ice hockey and he plays that all the time. Last month I broke up with him by email because he couldn't talk to me by phone only text he saids. He wasn't ready for talking. He still lives with his ex gf/ flat mate who broke up 9 years ago and friends for a long time. I trust him about her because I met her and her BF. To start he was ok eating out or phone calls but last six months not. He said he got anxiety but when he goes out with his friends he is ok to go out ( not often because he hates it). I am cap but I am very expressive and passionate and love to have fun. I trust him but I need more communication. Today I am going to see him and I want to talk what I want but worry that will withdraw him. He tells me by voice revording he loves me and texting me but I need to have voice conversation. He saids he got chest pain so stopping to play now ice hockey. I went his first match and he introduced me to everyone as gf and he looked at me from rink many times. He went out with friend who is visiting him last night once again no good night or anything. I never ever had relationship like this. His flat mate told me that he worry if he is enough for me and I am the first one talk about future. He doesn't have a good job to rent his own place! I wish that can happen so we can see each other more! I am lost in this relationship! I often think shall I break up? I love him a lot! When I met him he was living in the car, I helped him to have a job, get ice hockey equipment and music equipment not by money. I taught him because that was his dream....
